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fuck up fuck up fuck up fuck up
Why the hell did i do that, why do i do this to myself. I work so hard at getting better and then just fuck it all up. I self sabotage and am so scared that i cant let go of the fear so i cant get the results i want, hell the results i ucking deserve.
I sit around feeling sorry for myself and its pathetic. I miss so many people and so much and sometimes i judt dont know what to do.
This makes for a very lonely existance.
Tomorrow is a new day.
I am going to pretend that tomorrow is the beginning of my 3 month change. 3 months starts tomorrw. Heres to that
Why the hell did i do that, why do i do this to myself. I work so hard at getting better and then just fuck it all up. I self sabotage and am so scared that i cant let go of the fear so i cant get the results i want, hell the results i ucking deserve.
I sit around feeling sorry for myself and its pathetic. I miss so many people and so much and sometimes i judt dont know what to do.
This makes for a very lonely existance.
Tomorrow is a new day.
I am going to pretend that tomorrow is the beginning of my 3 month change. 3 months starts tomorrw. Heres to that