Not Seriously Dating
When someone ask you if your are dating anyone and you resond, "I am not seriously dating anyone." What does that mean?
He said, "I am not seriously dating anyone." Which means, "Yes, I am dating, but not seriously." Hmm...
So, he is dating, but not seriously. I just don't know how to take that right now. Maybe because I want to be dating him...even if it is not seriously. Hell, I want to be dating him seriously.
He said, "I am not looking right now either." When asked if any of them had long term potential he said, "I don't want to say right now."
Ok...so background...
We were at a meeting with one of our partner organizations coordinators. She is a good friend to both of us and so she asked Glenn if he was dating anyone...then came the answers.
As I sat there I was exploding inside...a few scenarios could have been in play there...
1. He was being so ambiguous because he didn't want me to know...We haven't really talked about who he was dating. I know he goes out...but he always say with the "homegirl." We talk about a lot of things though.
2. He really just doesn't know. He really is just dating, but not seriously.
3. It all means nothing in reference to him and I. (ok...so 2 & 3 go together)
4. I know his philosophy on dating...he thinks of it as just going and hanging out with a girl with some other intentions is dating.
Anyways...I shouldn't let it get to me, but it is bothering me. If he is dating someone...I think that my heart will break just a little more than it already has...I really like this guy and I can't figure out why...well, I know why. What I can't figure out is why he won't go for me. I am not hideous...I am funny...I work hard...I love the Lord...I can sing...I don't mean to sound conceded. I am just saying I know that I am not the Hunchback of the Emerald City (Seattle).
Well, whatever...
Paz
He said, "I am not seriously dating anyone." Which means, "Yes, I am dating, but not seriously." Hmm...
So, he is dating, but not seriously. I just don't know how to take that right now. Maybe because I want to be dating him...even if it is not seriously. Hell, I want to be dating him seriously.
He said, "I am not looking right now either." When asked if any of them had long term potential he said, "I don't want to say right now."
Ok...so background...
We were at a meeting with one of our partner organizations coordinators. She is a good friend to both of us and so she asked Glenn if he was dating anyone...then came the answers.
As I sat there I was exploding inside...a few scenarios could have been in play there...
1. He was being so ambiguous because he didn't want me to know...We haven't really talked about who he was dating. I know he goes out...but he always say with the "homegirl." We talk about a lot of things though.
2. He really just doesn't know. He really is just dating, but not seriously.
3. It all means nothing in reference to him and I. (ok...so 2 & 3 go together)
4. I know his philosophy on dating...he thinks of it as just going and hanging out with a girl with some other intentions is dating.
Anyways...I shouldn't let it get to me, but it is bothering me. If he is dating someone...I think that my heart will break just a little more than it already has...I really like this guy and I can't figure out why...well, I know why. What I can't figure out is why he won't go for me. I am not hideous...I am funny...I work hard...I love the Lord...I can sing...I don't mean to sound conceded. I am just saying I know that I am not the Hunchback of the Emerald City (Seattle).
Well, whatever...
Paz