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I was 16. I was wearing a black shirt dress i'd bought from Miss Selfridge the same day. I was wearing pink underwear with cows on it........i remember vividly! He sung and played guitar to me afterwards. I was trying to act real seductive but looking back it was just so clutsy. I remember thinking 'IS THIS IT IS THIS IT?!' as he lay me down on his dorm room bed. I regretted it at the time because the boy was a dope but that passed and now i couldn't give a shit. It felt like nothing but a hell pain.