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Sometimes the sun strikes me, and I just get lost, right there. It's as if I've never known anything, or met anyone, as if I'm just translucent. I get stuck in this momentary coma; I'm glued to nothing and my brain tries to pull itself out but the warmth just envelops me and I'm stuck. I can't blink and I can't think of anything or anyone, and every emotion I've ever felt is suddenly void.
It happens every so often, I just go away. I always come back, but I fear one day I won't.