Fail
Soooooo last night was one of those nights where you wish you had stayed home. :(
Reasons:
1. getting there was so rushed and I had no time to get ready (still fucking got there late!)
2. realized I lost my camera somewhere
3. got in a fight w/ Jess
4. forgot my rule of no mixed drinks after the first one (i suck at limiting myself cus i always forget that mixed drinks, esp anything like a toyko tea, is almost pure alcohol)
5. told someone something as kind of a did you thing about someone else cus i thought it was funny and they thought i was serious and then there was DRAMA (i so goddamn fucking hate drama! we are not in junior high anymore! this is why i always hesitate to go out. i already have a fuckload of it in my life as is! anything that happens at the club is so insanely insignificant in the whole big scheme of things! and, creating beef where there simply is noit any pisses me off! i like peace and i like people!).
All in all, should have stayed home. I don't feel like going out again until I get back to Seattle. I didn't have beef w/ anyone up there the entire time I was living there. Maybe cus none of my friends (club friends) were under the age of 29.
Only positive note was that I hope a promoter or people from other venues had an oppurtunity to see what a huge crowd will turn out if they just buckle down and have a weekly weekend night. I miss that so insanely much! Its hard to believe that there is not a club here that will host a weekend night.
I am going to re-hydrate and have a nice dinner. I think tonight is a street fair downtown Mountain View. Might check that out.
Reasons:
1. getting there was so rushed and I had no time to get ready (still fucking got there late!)
2. realized I lost my camera somewhere
3. got in a fight w/ Jess
4. forgot my rule of no mixed drinks after the first one (i suck at limiting myself cus i always forget that mixed drinks, esp anything like a toyko tea, is almost pure alcohol)
5. told someone something as kind of a did you thing about someone else cus i thought it was funny and they thought i was serious and then there was DRAMA (i so goddamn fucking hate drama! we are not in junior high anymore! this is why i always hesitate to go out. i already have a fuckload of it in my life as is! anything that happens at the club is so insanely insignificant in the whole big scheme of things! and, creating beef where there simply is noit any pisses me off! i like peace and i like people!).
All in all, should have stayed home. I don't feel like going out again until I get back to Seattle. I didn't have beef w/ anyone up there the entire time I was living there. Maybe cus none of my friends (club friends) were under the age of 29.
Only positive note was that I hope a promoter or people from other venues had an oppurtunity to see what a huge crowd will turn out if they just buckle down and have a weekly weekend night. I miss that so insanely much! Its hard to believe that there is not a club here that will host a weekend night.
I am going to re-hydrate and have a nice dinner. I think tonight is a street fair downtown Mountain View. Might check that out.