Life update
It's been about month and I need to divulge my accomplishments and lack there of out in to a more visual form.
First off, REALLY?? June is already half fucking over and what have I accomplished?? Jack shit and jack left town a long ass time ago. It's crazy how quickly time seems to fly as you get older. Been working my ass off for 7 weeks now at the evil that is Sleven and it sure feels like it's been 2 or 3 maybe.
I'm tired all the time, but I make room for energy as needed so I can be socialized. I've discovered the less social activity I get the more inward and self destructive my thoughts go. I used to thrive off of sitting in front of this box....now I barely want to be here for more than a minute or two unless it's my last resort. In fact I've already been up and about a few times while writing this...may take a while.
As for stress I've left it at work. I got paid today and I'm almost broke but hell if I care. I got a roof, some wheels and a few good friends around me as of late so I'm flying high fine as wine and having myself the best time I can. Now if the rain would just flush out into the Atlantic and give us back the bright shiny disk thingy....it's been so long I forgot what it is called.
My feet are still killing me. They are not used to the constant 8 hours up on concrete floors and I'm pretty sure some of the bone structure is not as secure as it should be. Pins and needles will hit even when I'm laying down, not a good situation. I'll make it though as it is what I'm good at.
Beyond all that I may some day hear from Domino's about a job. I may get to go out in the sun again. I really need to meet someone of the female persuasion who digs my insanity. And really, I just need to live a little bit more than I am now....which lately has been a good amount....I just need a taste of the few things I've been missing a long long time now.
To steal a line from an old friend,
Peace, Love and Heaviness.
Rock the soul as well as the body,
Jacob
First off, REALLY?? June is already half fucking over and what have I accomplished?? Jack shit and jack left town a long ass time ago. It's crazy how quickly time seems to fly as you get older. Been working my ass off for 7 weeks now at the evil that is Sleven and it sure feels like it's been 2 or 3 maybe.
I'm tired all the time, but I make room for energy as needed so I can be socialized. I've discovered the less social activity I get the more inward and self destructive my thoughts go. I used to thrive off of sitting in front of this box....now I barely want to be here for more than a minute or two unless it's my last resort. In fact I've already been up and about a few times while writing this...may take a while.
As for stress I've left it at work. I got paid today and I'm almost broke but hell if I care. I got a roof, some wheels and a few good friends around me as of late so I'm flying high fine as wine and having myself the best time I can. Now if the rain would just flush out into the Atlantic and give us back the bright shiny disk thingy....it's been so long I forgot what it is called.
My feet are still killing me. They are not used to the constant 8 hours up on concrete floors and I'm pretty sure some of the bone structure is not as secure as it should be. Pins and needles will hit even when I'm laying down, not a good situation. I'll make it though as it is what I'm good at.
Beyond all that I may some day hear from Domino's about a job. I may get to go out in the sun again. I really need to meet someone of the female persuasion who digs my insanity. And really, I just need to live a little bit more than I am now....which lately has been a good amount....I just need a taste of the few things I've been missing a long long time now.
To steal a line from an old friend,
Peace, Love and Heaviness.
Rock the soul as well as the body,
Jacob