Jan 06, 2005 11:51
to be blunt, there is nothing left holding me here
tigger has someone overly responsible watching over him and loving his guts out
eli has a therapist
my old friends are not as close as i once assumed they were
my new friends don't have enough history to stay with me long enough to miss
the freinds i do care about will keep in touch, i know from experience.
i lost my ability to diet well over a year ago
i can get my meds there anyhow
there, someone will be in my room late at night, her mere presence keeping me alive
everything i need's already packed
the few memories i do have i'm not going to loose, and i odn't feel that i will gain any more back at this point by staying here
i now have plenty of grateful dead on my computer
(could use more afi though)
decided to 'graduate' myself from vision therapy anyhow
anyhow, should go to my violin lesson