Face in the Toilet
I stayed up late to watch Monster In-Law and then I took those large red cold pills. Not only did they make me nauseated, but my mind went insane. I had the stupidest dreams and couldn't sleep.
Prom Committee was blah because I took more of those pills and felt like I was floating in water. We really didn't accomplish anything.
School was stupid. The usual. Mr. Davoli is insisting on essays much to my dismay.
I was in a world-hating mood today. If one more person would have fought over the stupid fucking rules in gym class volleyball, I would have stabbed them with a pencil! They should all just kill themselves....
I got caught up in physics! Yay! I actually understood what I was doing, but I just needed a little guidance. The lab was stupid. I hate labs!
Speaking of which, I forgot my chem stuff at school and will have to turn my lab report in late. boo.
I feel like crap and on top of the sickess, we have welcomed the great relief. Life is just so nice.
I have been reading the away messages of a few certain individuals. I have never been more nauseated than right now by the pathetic oozing of the "love" between the stupid bastards. Love is for losers.
The only loves in your life should be food, drugs, or alcohol.
I am off to drink some eggnog* mwahahaha
Why can't you release the fear? Take a chance so you can be free Get out of this hole shoveled deep by insanity Why run and hide? Is it 'cause it threatens you? Trash anger for something new This fad has come and gone
Open your eyes...Open your mouth...Open your ears...Don't hold yourself back
Open up and release the fear
It's time so open wide Don't fight it let it ride Detonate history Destroy this legacy Why live a lie? You're just getting screwed Talk's cheap you're turning blue Pull the plug and push on
Open your eyes...Open your mouth...
Open your ears...Don't hold yourself back
Open up and release the fear
Breakdown! Breakdown! Why don't you breakdown! The time is now! Can you taste it! You've got to kill it or it kills you! Open your eyes...Open your mouth...
Open your...mind!