So. I am a horrible person and essentially fell off the face of the earth or something. Into space. Because of aliens? Calculus-wielding aliens. Anyway, I've determined there is a crucial difference between challenging oneself and sabotaging oneself, major-wise, and have decided to henceforth cease and desist with all stubborn and mule-like tendencies in regards to sticking something out that obviously comes ridiculously difficult to me (and watch my love for it turn to bitter unrelenting hatred) and change my major already. Switching to English--already further along in that degree than I was with Maths, and it wasn't even my major. Says something, doesn't it? Gotta take two years of a language for BA requirement since I'm switching from a BS, but whatever. I would've been in for over two more years anyway, so.
ALSO, I bombed, bombed SO BAD, my first Calculus II Midterm last week. 58%. Yeah. This is with crazy amounts of studying. Last term I pulled straight As except for Calc I in which I got a C. So I think this switch is overdue. In addition to that, I got some fill on my sleeve done this weekend (as a pickmeup) and failed to realize the consequences of the healing process re: feeling like I've got duct tape wrapped around my arm and afraid to move it in case of ripping of healing skin. Is on my dominant arm as well, so that was, you know, me thinking ahead to the 7 upcoming weeks of lots of typing and writing and Judo without wanting anything to touch my arm--go me. Uuuum. Have got Calc hw and a Writing class story to read and review and write up edits on as well as my readings from the book for that class that are both due tomorrow.... So here's some fic instead. I will probably go write more rather than be responsible and do my homework. I am angry at my homework and tired of people who consistently slip between tenses AS WELL as first person and third person narrators--not on purpose. It is ADVANCED STORY WRITING PEOPLE. THERE SHOULD BE ADVANCEDNESS REQUIRED ON THE STORY WRITING FRONT.
Also I have fallen into a new fandom. Inception. Arthur/Eames has pretty much overtaken my life, esp. the epic long comment-fic by
skellerbvvt (
Rule 10) I am currently on part 110 of.
FIC!!!!!!
Anyway, have another chap of Peg because you're all so brilliant :) And I will link that
here from another post because that is a stupid long author's note and I refuse to be that person today. Also, you can take a gander at this
UTTER CRACK and let me know if it's something I should continue, or if I should maybe pretend I never wrote it and it doesn't actually exist...
EDIT: I just had this conversation (via text) with my sister and it was awesome:
Me: My math TA is so fricken ADORABLE!! I want to put him in a box with like a ball of yarn and just go awww at him lol
Sis: Ummm I think you might get in trouble for that
Me: Metaphorically. He's like kitten puppy adorable.
Sis: Well keep it metaphorical.
Me: It's probably legal if it's consensual I bet. He's legal, anyway.
Sis: Hmm interesting. The whole putting him in a box part...
Me: lol. Kink, I see you.
Sis: ? ((Proceeds to change topic))
This is how I entertain myself while walking home from campus after class. It's a wonder I haven't been hit by a car yet.