yeah
i've reached another point in my life where i dont know what to do, i'm the person i want to be but it doesn't seem to be enough for anyone, no matter which angle i decide to try, i always end up screwed in some way, shape, or form, i just dont get it anymore. then i tried NOT trying, that didn't work either....yeah it was great, but it didn't work. u could say i was an attention whore, just because i want ONE person to give me the attention that i crave, and for all u pervs, no, it's not what you think. i just love being around someone that brings out the best in me, and by that i mean being around someone that enjoys being around me because of how they make me act, if you follow that then here's a cookie, it was hard =D anyways, i guess life will never change, because life's a bitch, then you die. anyways, i'm so freakin tired i'm just gonna head off to bed or something, mello yello is not a good mood suppressor, nor does it keep me awake very well....bonne nuit
jon
jon