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Title - Why Am I Feeling Like This? Part 3
Description - Sophie is leaving Weatherfeild to go to Cambridge University. She gets there to discover she will be rooming with 3 other people, Richard, Carla and Sian. They are complete strangers to her but how long will it stay like that for? ;)
Rating - Some Strong Language.
Sian's P.O.V
Sophie is really nice, i think we are going to be good friends, i thought as i poured the remaining droplets of tea down the sink. "Emm Soph?" i said sitting back down, "Yes?" Sophie replied smiling at me. "Do you wanna go to registration together this morning? Its just Ryan will be there, and i dont think i'll be able to face him on my own" i said as i could feel myself welding up, last night just kept replaying in my mind and i couldnt take it anymore, i broke down and started sobbing into my hands. Sophie got up and kneeled down beside me wrapping me in her arms, so calm when i was with her she had a strange effect on me, that was really odd, i couldnt quite place what i was feeling at that exact moment.
"Sian, i'll be here to support you no matter what" She said as she pulled my chin up to look into my eyes, hers were the most amazing shade of blue, i actually got lost in them, not to mention the fact she absolutely beautiful. What the fuck am i doing, i thought, ive known this girl for a day and im acting like this? my head screamed! not to mention the fact that im straight and so is she, or is she? i hadnt even thought to ask, i was too busy telling her all about me i hadnt even thought to ask. What type of person am i? i thought, ill get to know her better later but for now we really should get ready for registration.
"Thanks Soph" i whispered, "We should go get ready, registration starts in an hour" i said pulling out of the embrace. "Yeah, i need to get a shower anyway, i stink" Sophie giggled lightening the mood, i laughed back at her as i watched her skip to the shower.
I was sat in the kitchen for 10 minutes now waiting on Sophie, God how long can one girl take getting ready i thought as Sophie entered the room, she was wearing skinny jeans, a floral top and a blue cardigan over it, it looked amazing on her for being such a simple outfit. Her chocolate brown hair was sitting perfectly. "You ready?" she said smiling sweetly, "Yeah, ive been waiting on you for ages" I laughed getting up off the sofa "Perfection takes time Sian" Sophie winked walking out the door with me following close behind.
We were down in the registration hall when i saw Ryan, he had his arm around that THING I saw him with last night. I suddenly grabbed Sophies hand looking for support as i saw him smirk over at me. He wasnt the least bit sorry, he actually looked like he was proud of his actions.
Sophie's P.O.V
I was walking to look for a seat when i felt Sian grab my hand tightly, i turned quickly to see what was wrong. She was staring at someone, it didnt take long to guess who she was staring at, there was this smug boy staring over at her, he had a blonde tart sat on his knee and it didnt take me long to suss out who that was.
"Its ok Sian, he doesnt deserve you" i stated giving her a reassuring smile. she returned it as we continued searching for seats.
"SOPHIE!!! OVER HERE!!" i heard a voice shout, it was Richard, he had saved two seats for me and Sian. We scurried over and sat down, but Richard had it arranged so me and Sian were sitting at opposite ends of him. I was a bit annoyed that he did this, because the truth is i wanted to sit beside Sian and be there for her, i know how hard this must be for her with that scum sitting just a few rows back.
Registration ended and Richard, Sian and I were all walking back to the dorm, Richard had his arm around me for some reason, but i didnt tell him to take it off, i was quite enjoying it if im being honest. He looked at me the way Ben used too. Oh no, now Bens in my head again.
I was now thinking about all the memories i had shared with Ben over the past few years, how he used to take me out for meals and how he used to tell me i was beautiful every chance he got. Tears were now welding in my eyes, a flood of emotion came over and i just couldnt stop it. "Im Sorry" I whispered as I shoved Richards arm off my shoulder and ran as fast as i could, wishing the dorm was closer "SOPHIE" i heard Sian shout in the distance but i couldnt bring myself to stop running, my heart was now pounding and i could feel my throat tightening.
I opened the room door and Carla was sitting on the sofa with her boyfriend "Sophie are you alright?" She shouted as i ran straight to my room. I locked the door and jumped onto my bed sobbing into the pillow, i picked up my phone and flicked through all the pictures of us, it made me sob even harder. "Soph, are you ok?" i heard someone say as they knocked on the door.
Sian's P.O.V
"Soph, are you ok?" i said i knocked on her bedroom door. Richard was standing behind me "Richy i think you should go, she needs me" i said as i awaited a reply from Sophie. "NO! im not going anywhere" he stated with an angry tone in his voice "She needs me too" he said, i was very appauled by how he shouted at me and without thinking i shouted back "Richard, Fuck off, she doesnt need you, so go AWAY!" i was screaming at him, i felt protective of Sophie and i wanted to be there for her, but i knew he would be in the way, he definately likes her, but for some reason that made me angry i dont know why. "Fine, but tell her im asking after her" he said as he backed away.
I heard the door unlocking a few moments later with a puffy eyed Sophie just standing there, i jumped up and wrapped her in my arms, she layed her head into my neck and started sobbing again. I couldnt stand seeing her like this, she was so vulnerable and hurt, i didnt know what to do.
It was 20 minutes before she had finally stopped sobbing, we were laying on her bed. She had her head against my chest, i could feel her heart beating fast, i was really worried about her. "Soph, what happened?" i whispered as she sat up and stared into my eyes.
"Its a long story" She said laying back down on the bed, "I've got time" i smiled as she again sat up. "Well, it happened yesterday, just before i left to come here. I was saying goodbye to my family when my boyfriend came in, he was in bits, but me being stupid i thought he was just being sad that i was leaving" Sophie said trying desperately to hold back her sobs "He was crying and said he needed to talk to me in private, when we were alone he told me that he couldnt have a long distance relationship and that it wasnt going to work. He practically ripped my heart out, and up until now it hadnt effected me much, but i really miss him" She was now full on sobbing again, i could feel my shoulder becoming wet again with her fresh tears.
"As someone smart told me last night, he obviously didnt deserve you" I smiled as i hugged her as tight as was physically possible. "thanks" Sophie said as she let out a vulnerable smile. "Soph, you dont need to thank me, you were here for me last night when i needed you, and ill always be here for you. thats what bestfriends are for" i whispered to her, but while i was saying this all i could imagine was being more than friends with her, i think im starting to get feelings for her i thought but soon rebuked myself.
"Isnt it weird how we're both going through break ups" Sophie giggled staring up at me, "Yeah, it actually is" I laughed, "And its also weird how we've known eachother two days and i already feel like your my bestfriend" i said staring into her deep blue eyes "Yeah, i feel the same, your an amazing friend" she smiled pulling me into a warm embrace.
Sophie's P.O.V
'She called me her bestfriend' i smiled to myself while hugging her. She really was an amazing person, i had only known her two days but she made me feel calm and at ease, when i was with her forgot about Ben and i was happy. I really think i am developing feelings for her, but i really dont know where they are coming from. Next thing there was a knock on the door.
"Hey Soph, how ya feeling?" Richard came in smiling shyly. "Im feeling much better thanks" I said returning the smile, "Emm do you wanna go get some food with me?" he asked dropping his gaze to the floor, i turned and looked at Sian who was signaling me to go and she even gave me a cheeky wink. Shes never going to feel the same way i do, look at her she could have any boy she wanted, i may aswell go with Richard i thought as i smiled at Sian. "Yeah ok" I smiled jumping off the bed looking in the mirror before skipping out of the room "Bye Sian, ill talk to you later, and thank you" I said blowing her a kiss and grabbing Richards hand and leaving.
Sian still sat there, she let of soft sobs, Look at Sophie shes gorgeous, she could have any man she wants, she'd never like me in that way she thought as she wiped her tears and went back into her own room....
Thanks for reading, its a bit boring, but beleive me the next chapter is far more exciting. I will hopefully update it tomorrow. Please comment your thoughts, i love reading them :D
Description - Sophie is leaving Weatherfeild to go to Cambridge University. She gets there to discover she will be rooming with 3 other people, Richard, Carla and Sian. They are complete strangers to her but how long will it stay like that for? ;)
Rating - Some Strong Language.
Sian's P.O.V
Sophie is really nice, i think we are going to be good friends, i thought as i poured the remaining droplets of tea down the sink. "Emm Soph?" i said sitting back down, "Yes?" Sophie replied smiling at me. "Do you wanna go to registration together this morning? Its just Ryan will be there, and i dont think i'll be able to face him on my own" i said as i could feel myself welding up, last night just kept replaying in my mind and i couldnt take it anymore, i broke down and started sobbing into my hands. Sophie got up and kneeled down beside me wrapping me in her arms, so calm when i was with her she had a strange effect on me, that was really odd, i couldnt quite place what i was feeling at that exact moment.
"Sian, i'll be here to support you no matter what" She said as she pulled my chin up to look into my eyes, hers were the most amazing shade of blue, i actually got lost in them, not to mention the fact she absolutely beautiful. What the fuck am i doing, i thought, ive known this girl for a day and im acting like this? my head screamed! not to mention the fact that im straight and so is she, or is she? i hadnt even thought to ask, i was too busy telling her all about me i hadnt even thought to ask. What type of person am i? i thought, ill get to know her better later but for now we really should get ready for registration.
"Thanks Soph" i whispered, "We should go get ready, registration starts in an hour" i said pulling out of the embrace. "Yeah, i need to get a shower anyway, i stink" Sophie giggled lightening the mood, i laughed back at her as i watched her skip to the shower.
I was sat in the kitchen for 10 minutes now waiting on Sophie, God how long can one girl take getting ready i thought as Sophie entered the room, she was wearing skinny jeans, a floral top and a blue cardigan over it, it looked amazing on her for being such a simple outfit. Her chocolate brown hair was sitting perfectly. "You ready?" she said smiling sweetly, "Yeah, ive been waiting on you for ages" I laughed getting up off the sofa "Perfection takes time Sian" Sophie winked walking out the door with me following close behind.
We were down in the registration hall when i saw Ryan, he had his arm around that THING I saw him with last night. I suddenly grabbed Sophies hand looking for support as i saw him smirk over at me. He wasnt the least bit sorry, he actually looked like he was proud of his actions.
Sophie's P.O.V
I was walking to look for a seat when i felt Sian grab my hand tightly, i turned quickly to see what was wrong. She was staring at someone, it didnt take long to guess who she was staring at, there was this smug boy staring over at her, he had a blonde tart sat on his knee and it didnt take me long to suss out who that was.
"Its ok Sian, he doesnt deserve you" i stated giving her a reassuring smile. she returned it as we continued searching for seats.
"SOPHIE!!! OVER HERE!!" i heard a voice shout, it was Richard, he had saved two seats for me and Sian. We scurried over and sat down, but Richard had it arranged so me and Sian were sitting at opposite ends of him. I was a bit annoyed that he did this, because the truth is i wanted to sit beside Sian and be there for her, i know how hard this must be for her with that scum sitting just a few rows back.
Registration ended and Richard, Sian and I were all walking back to the dorm, Richard had his arm around me for some reason, but i didnt tell him to take it off, i was quite enjoying it if im being honest. He looked at me the way Ben used too. Oh no, now Bens in my head again.
I was now thinking about all the memories i had shared with Ben over the past few years, how he used to take me out for meals and how he used to tell me i was beautiful every chance he got. Tears were now welding in my eyes, a flood of emotion came over and i just couldnt stop it. "Im Sorry" I whispered as I shoved Richards arm off my shoulder and ran as fast as i could, wishing the dorm was closer "SOPHIE" i heard Sian shout in the distance but i couldnt bring myself to stop running, my heart was now pounding and i could feel my throat tightening.
I opened the room door and Carla was sitting on the sofa with her boyfriend "Sophie are you alright?" She shouted as i ran straight to my room. I locked the door and jumped onto my bed sobbing into the pillow, i picked up my phone and flicked through all the pictures of us, it made me sob even harder. "Soph, are you ok?" i heard someone say as they knocked on the door.
Sian's P.O.V
"Soph, are you ok?" i said i knocked on her bedroom door. Richard was standing behind me "Richy i think you should go, she needs me" i said as i awaited a reply from Sophie. "NO! im not going anywhere" he stated with an angry tone in his voice "She needs me too" he said, i was very appauled by how he shouted at me and without thinking i shouted back "Richard, Fuck off, she doesnt need you, so go AWAY!" i was screaming at him, i felt protective of Sophie and i wanted to be there for her, but i knew he would be in the way, he definately likes her, but for some reason that made me angry i dont know why. "Fine, but tell her im asking after her" he said as he backed away.
I heard the door unlocking a few moments later with a puffy eyed Sophie just standing there, i jumped up and wrapped her in my arms, she layed her head into my neck and started sobbing again. I couldnt stand seeing her like this, she was so vulnerable and hurt, i didnt know what to do.
It was 20 minutes before she had finally stopped sobbing, we were laying on her bed. She had her head against my chest, i could feel her heart beating fast, i was really worried about her. "Soph, what happened?" i whispered as she sat up and stared into my eyes.
"Its a long story" She said laying back down on the bed, "I've got time" i smiled as she again sat up. "Well, it happened yesterday, just before i left to come here. I was saying goodbye to my family when my boyfriend came in, he was in bits, but me being stupid i thought he was just being sad that i was leaving" Sophie said trying desperately to hold back her sobs "He was crying and said he needed to talk to me in private, when we were alone he told me that he couldnt have a long distance relationship and that it wasnt going to work. He practically ripped my heart out, and up until now it hadnt effected me much, but i really miss him" She was now full on sobbing again, i could feel my shoulder becoming wet again with her fresh tears.
"As someone smart told me last night, he obviously didnt deserve you" I smiled as i hugged her as tight as was physically possible. "thanks" Sophie said as she let out a vulnerable smile. "Soph, you dont need to thank me, you were here for me last night when i needed you, and ill always be here for you. thats what bestfriends are for" i whispered to her, but while i was saying this all i could imagine was being more than friends with her, i think im starting to get feelings for her i thought but soon rebuked myself.
"Isnt it weird how we're both going through break ups" Sophie giggled staring up at me, "Yeah, it actually is" I laughed, "And its also weird how we've known eachother two days and i already feel like your my bestfriend" i said staring into her deep blue eyes "Yeah, i feel the same, your an amazing friend" she smiled pulling me into a warm embrace.
Sophie's P.O.V
'She called me her bestfriend' i smiled to myself while hugging her. She really was an amazing person, i had only known her two days but she made me feel calm and at ease, when i was with her forgot about Ben and i was happy. I really think i am developing feelings for her, but i really dont know where they are coming from. Next thing there was a knock on the door.
"Hey Soph, how ya feeling?" Richard came in smiling shyly. "Im feeling much better thanks" I said returning the smile, "Emm do you wanna go get some food with me?" he asked dropping his gaze to the floor, i turned and looked at Sian who was signaling me to go and she even gave me a cheeky wink. Shes never going to feel the same way i do, look at her she could have any boy she wanted, i may aswell go with Richard i thought as i smiled at Sian. "Yeah ok" I smiled jumping off the bed looking in the mirror before skipping out of the room "Bye Sian, ill talk to you later, and thank you" I said blowing her a kiss and grabbing Richards hand and leaving.
Sian still sat there, she let of soft sobs, Look at Sophie shes gorgeous, she could have any man she wants, she'd never like me in that way she thought as she wiped her tears and went back into her own room....
Thanks for reading, its a bit boring, but beleive me the next chapter is far more exciting. I will hopefully update it tomorrow. Please comment your thoughts, i love reading them :D