Here i am again!
WHOOT! its me!! yay for me!
ok well im here at work, you may be asking yourself, "well what are you doing today Neena?" and my answer to you is NOTHING!! im sitting here as usual, bc so far i have gotten all my work done. Go me! But they gave us breakfast this morning, nothing big, like they had juice and donuts and yogurt and apples and bananas, some kind of site celebration. I was like whoo free food, but at first i didntk know if i was allowed to have any, and then one of the guys i work with was like there is free food in the lobby, and i was like Cha-Ching. So i went and got some, but im saving it for lunch cause i had cereal for breakfast (of course the one morning i actually eat something) haha oh well, that means i can save my soup that i brought for tomorrow!
Anyway, the internet at my house is down and not working, someting about the network, but instead of fixing it till its fixed my step dad decides to look at it for like 20 min and then go sit on the floor with the puppies or sit and watch tv. I was like well when you are going to turn it back on and he was like i dont know, when its fixed and i huffed and he was like you can live without the internet for 1 day, and i was like no i cant, so i went in my room, but guess what, it has now been 2 days, and he bought someting for it, but did he install it and try to fix it????? Nope, he sat on the floor with the puppies then sat on the couch, i hate laziness, i know im a hypocrite when i say that, cuase i have laundry and filing (for my mom) that needs to be done, but still, he is way more lazy then i am.
Oh and get this, my mom's car needed to be taken in to the shop and who gets to drive up and help drop the car off, me! not anyone else even though we have 3 other cars and 2 other people that could have helped, nope, i was out hanging out with matt and his friends, and they call me to come home and help. I had to drive all the way up to PF and they didnt even pay for my gas, then yesterday, who got to help drive and pick it up...........take a wild guess.....ding ding, thats right ME! My mom couldnt wait for tim to get home, so again i was out and got a call, drove all the way back up there and again didnt get paid for gas! Grr, i was just upset, bc i feel like no one else can do any work, i mean heaven forbid you ask my bro to do anything bc he will just do a shitty job, i mean his room looks like a tornado went through, no joke. But maybe i should just start doing a shitty job at everything and then i wont get asked anymore, haha. Anyway, i cant complain too much bc after i get upset, then i think about how my parents are paying for my insurance on my car, the car payments, and part of college....and they came and got me like every weekend last year for school......so i have to think fairly, but i dont really want to =P
Man i really wish i had a million dollars, that would be so cool, then i could buy whatever i wanted and not have to worry about it. Like i really wish i had a cool car, i mean i really like my car (even though a certain someone says its shitty just bc its front wheel drive....but i know he's joking around) i want to make it look cool....i have like this entire wish list set out that i want, prob wont ever happen bc everything is WAY to much money, but its nice to dream about it. Also if i had a million dollars i could help matt out and help him fix up his car and pay for insurance and all that, bc when i think about having no money or him having no money, i get worried and have like an anxiety attack, ok so its not that severe but i just get very nervous...
Ok so now that everythign thinks im a money craving psycho bitch, what else can i talk aobut........oh lets talk about my grandmother....alright she is nice to me for the most part and i knwo that she cares about me a lot and my grandparents and my immediate family are very close and have always been...but guess what, wake up call...im not 5 anymore, so dont expect to see me every single freakin day. Dont put me through a guilt trip about how you never ever see me and never hear from me. And dont tell me that you want to kill my bf bc you think i spend to much time with him and see him to much...all of that stuff is not going to make me want to see you more.....but yeah, as you can see my grandmother is deathly jealous of my bf. but its not just matt, she was that way with david too. and then she gets on my mom about it telling her that i shouldnt spend so much time with matt. She thinks that i have like disappeared from the earth if i dotn talk to her like 3 times a week, im like holy cow calm down lady, its ok really. But the worst part is, the last time she told me all this stuff, i had seen her like 3 days befroe that, my family went to her house and had dinner bc my uncle came into town. so its geez, and its not like i didnt talk to her then, i helped her do everyting with dinner. but whatever. Also, she tells me to marry for money (which is prob why im uptight about money, bc its how i was brought up) and not for love. like she will be asking me about what matt is doing for college and what he wants to be and blha blah and i will tell her that he is going to be a cop, and she is like you should talk him out of that and get him to do someting else, they make no money, im like whoa bitch, he can be whatever he wants to be, im not going to talk him out of it, atleast he wants to be something and do something and not like just wait for something to come up. but again she was that way with david, he wanted to be music teacher which i did talk him out of bc i didnt like that (but i was way selfish and stuff then and i admit that) so he aws going to do something with computers, but whatever it was, i forgot now, my grandma was like there is no money there. im like geez!! and its not like she is a millionaire, she sells real estate and my grandpa worked at the power plant. so i mean its not like they were sitting pretty having no worries, i mean they were/are well off but not that much....so its just aggrivating....
And something else that is kinda something that just makes your jaw drop is my uncle from texas (yes everyone knows him as the rich uncle, the one that buys me armani clothes) well he is moving back from texas (he sold his 20 acre ranch and 5 horses) and i went up to his new house like 2 days ago, its a 3 story condominium. Its absolutley gorgous...i would love to live in it. I mean its not huge huge (like his old house he had in DC that he sold when he moved to texas just 2 years ago) but its beautiful. But anyway thats not the point. ok, the carpet in the "basement" (the very bottom level) has one kind of carpet and is like a champagne color, i like it a lot, but would be scared to spill anyting on it, then you go up the stairs and his second level is completely wooden floor then you go up more stairs to the 3rd level and that carpet is slightly different from the other carpet but the exact same color. anyway, he is gonna rip up all the carpet bc he doesnt like the color (which is a pretty color and very nice, it looks rich) and bc its 2 different kinds of carpet, he wants them the same, but you dont even pay attention to the carpet difference bc the 2nd level is wood floor, so im just like whoa, talk aobut having more moeny then you know what to do with. then he is puttign in a glass fireplace in between the dining room and living room, like the kind you can see through....and he just bought a new car, im waiting to see what it is though. so hopefully one day im as well off as that...
ohhhhh, i just got some mail, lets see what it is...its observations to type into the computer, what fun...so i have to get this done then dont worry i will be back!
ok well im here at work, you may be asking yourself, "well what are you doing today Neena?" and my answer to you is NOTHING!! im sitting here as usual, bc so far i have gotten all my work done. Go me! But they gave us breakfast this morning, nothing big, like they had juice and donuts and yogurt and apples and bananas, some kind of site celebration. I was like whoo free food, but at first i didntk know if i was allowed to have any, and then one of the guys i work with was like there is free food in the lobby, and i was like Cha-Ching. So i went and got some, but im saving it for lunch cause i had cereal for breakfast (of course the one morning i actually eat something) haha oh well, that means i can save my soup that i brought for tomorrow!
Anyway, the internet at my house is down and not working, someting about the network, but instead of fixing it till its fixed my step dad decides to look at it for like 20 min and then go sit on the floor with the puppies or sit and watch tv. I was like well when you are going to turn it back on and he was like i dont know, when its fixed and i huffed and he was like you can live without the internet for 1 day, and i was like no i cant, so i went in my room, but guess what, it has now been 2 days, and he bought someting for it, but did he install it and try to fix it????? Nope, he sat on the floor with the puppies then sat on the couch, i hate laziness, i know im a hypocrite when i say that, cuase i have laundry and filing (for my mom) that needs to be done, but still, he is way more lazy then i am.
Oh and get this, my mom's car needed to be taken in to the shop and who gets to drive up and help drop the car off, me! not anyone else even though we have 3 other cars and 2 other people that could have helped, nope, i was out hanging out with matt and his friends, and they call me to come home and help. I had to drive all the way up to PF and they didnt even pay for my gas, then yesterday, who got to help drive and pick it up...........take a wild guess.....ding ding, thats right ME! My mom couldnt wait for tim to get home, so again i was out and got a call, drove all the way back up there and again didnt get paid for gas! Grr, i was just upset, bc i feel like no one else can do any work, i mean heaven forbid you ask my bro to do anything bc he will just do a shitty job, i mean his room looks like a tornado went through, no joke. But maybe i should just start doing a shitty job at everything and then i wont get asked anymore, haha. Anyway, i cant complain too much bc after i get upset, then i think about how my parents are paying for my insurance on my car, the car payments, and part of college....and they came and got me like every weekend last year for school......so i have to think fairly, but i dont really want to =P
Man i really wish i had a million dollars, that would be so cool, then i could buy whatever i wanted and not have to worry about it. Like i really wish i had a cool car, i mean i really like my car (even though a certain someone says its shitty just bc its front wheel drive....but i know he's joking around) i want to make it look cool....i have like this entire wish list set out that i want, prob wont ever happen bc everything is WAY to much money, but its nice to dream about it. Also if i had a million dollars i could help matt out and help him fix up his car and pay for insurance and all that, bc when i think about having no money or him having no money, i get worried and have like an anxiety attack, ok so its not that severe but i just get very nervous...
Ok so now that everythign thinks im a money craving psycho bitch, what else can i talk aobut........oh lets talk about my grandmother....alright she is nice to me for the most part and i knwo that she cares about me a lot and my grandparents and my immediate family are very close and have always been...but guess what, wake up call...im not 5 anymore, so dont expect to see me every single freakin day. Dont put me through a guilt trip about how you never ever see me and never hear from me. And dont tell me that you want to kill my bf bc you think i spend to much time with him and see him to much...all of that stuff is not going to make me want to see you more.....but yeah, as you can see my grandmother is deathly jealous of my bf. but its not just matt, she was that way with david too. and then she gets on my mom about it telling her that i shouldnt spend so much time with matt. She thinks that i have like disappeared from the earth if i dotn talk to her like 3 times a week, im like holy cow calm down lady, its ok really. But the worst part is, the last time she told me all this stuff, i had seen her like 3 days befroe that, my family went to her house and had dinner bc my uncle came into town. so its geez, and its not like i didnt talk to her then, i helped her do everyting with dinner. but whatever. Also, she tells me to marry for money (which is prob why im uptight about money, bc its how i was brought up) and not for love. like she will be asking me about what matt is doing for college and what he wants to be and blha blah and i will tell her that he is going to be a cop, and she is like you should talk him out of that and get him to do someting else, they make no money, im like whoa bitch, he can be whatever he wants to be, im not going to talk him out of it, atleast he wants to be something and do something and not like just wait for something to come up. but again she was that way with david, he wanted to be music teacher which i did talk him out of bc i didnt like that (but i was way selfish and stuff then and i admit that) so he aws going to do something with computers, but whatever it was, i forgot now, my grandma was like there is no money there. im like geez!! and its not like she is a millionaire, she sells real estate and my grandpa worked at the power plant. so i mean its not like they were sitting pretty having no worries, i mean they were/are well off but not that much....so its just aggrivating....
And something else that is kinda something that just makes your jaw drop is my uncle from texas (yes everyone knows him as the rich uncle, the one that buys me armani clothes) well he is moving back from texas (he sold his 20 acre ranch and 5 horses) and i went up to his new house like 2 days ago, its a 3 story condominium. Its absolutley gorgous...i would love to live in it. I mean its not huge huge (like his old house he had in DC that he sold when he moved to texas just 2 years ago) but its beautiful. But anyway thats not the point. ok, the carpet in the "basement" (the very bottom level) has one kind of carpet and is like a champagne color, i like it a lot, but would be scared to spill anyting on it, then you go up the stairs and his second level is completely wooden floor then you go up more stairs to the 3rd level and that carpet is slightly different from the other carpet but the exact same color. anyway, he is gonna rip up all the carpet bc he doesnt like the color (which is a pretty color and very nice, it looks rich) and bc its 2 different kinds of carpet, he wants them the same, but you dont even pay attention to the carpet difference bc the 2nd level is wood floor, so im just like whoa, talk aobut having more moeny then you know what to do with. then he is puttign in a glass fireplace in between the dining room and living room, like the kind you can see through....and he just bought a new car, im waiting to see what it is though. so hopefully one day im as well off as that...
ohhhhh, i just got some mail, lets see what it is...its observations to type into the computer, what fun...so i have to get this done then dont worry i will be back!