Thank you Arashi, see you again for sure !

Jan 28, 2019 14:43

Hello Arashians, how are you since yesterday ?

For my own, I didn't believe it at first and just cried my life in complete silence for two good hours while chatting with an Arashian friend. At this moment infos went little by little and I'm relieved that it is a hiatus and not a disbandment. I was sad and at first angry at them, I won't hide it. I wouldn't even look at them again. But thanks to my friend, I calmed down a bit, dried my tears and cleared my thoughts.

I watched the video of the fanclub and the press conference and I understood their decisions and the way they took them. I always thought Arashi was a great strong group with close-bonded members and they proved it to me again as well as they care for their fans. They gave us just a little less than two years to prepare, 703 days exactly if you care about the numbers. 2 years to have great fun with them as always before they take a break greatly deserved for such wonderful 5 men. Who else could do that ? Who else could take care of their fans' feelings this much ?

Last night before sleeping, I cried a bit again watching them smiling on my wall listening to their songs and thought about the day or well, the time, I met them. I was still a little girl back then, already into japanese music and dramas (thanks to my big sister), I was 10 years old, almost 11, to be precise. My first pv was "We can make it" and I still remember my face when I recognize Neen from Yamada Tarou Monogatari (but not Sho-chan that makes the joke between my sister and me ^^), my first two songs were "Truth" and "We can make it" and I listened to it million times. Then we discovered 5x10 album and concerts little time after that and I had a crush on Masaki ^^ (because of his pikanchi solo). I fell in love with them since this period.

Now, almost 9 years later, I will turn soon 20 years old, I know tons of their songs, I saw tons of shows, pv, concerts, drama, movies,... And still I haven't seen all of Arashi. All these years I felt like if Arashi were my safety net, my home, my comfort, a reason for me to rise from my bed every morning. I'm so grateful to have met them and I'm sure i'm not the only one of course. They were half of my life and I'll be waiting for them to return someday when they - and mostly Oh-chan - will be well rested.

I love this group more than anything else in this world and I'm so happy to share that love with all of you, Arashians, but not only. Arashi is respected by so much people and still I am so frustrated not everyone knows how fantastic they are...

Okay. These were the words I wanted to comfy about this and I'm glad to finally be able to do it after more than 24 hours since this news.

I hope we will be a lot to say "Okaeri" after their "Tadaima" cause they deserve our love. For now, let's continue having fun till end of 2020 ^^.

Once again Arashi : I love you, you bring so much to my life, thank you to exist !! ♥

Neen-sama


no fiction, neen-sama is talking

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