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Yesterday was one of the hardest days of the new year... my uncle toot had passed away from cancer and seeing the people I cared about the most really upset me. I have never heard my grandmother cry as hard and as loud as she did... I think it will be perminatly inprinted on my brain.... I would love to say that I want to be a lone and have time to think, but in all reality I ust want comforting people around me... I dont want to hear "I'm sorry" cause theres nothing to be sorry for and I dont want to hear about people smoking and drinking and party'n.... all I need is a good wholsom friend to hang out with for an hour or two to help get my mind off of things right now....