i forgot. ironing is worse than mopping.
just got done ironing a lot (but not even ALL) of my clothes. hopefully on saturday i'll do the closet transition for warm weather and cool weather clothes.
gotta get ready for work soon. i don't know why i'm blogging so frequently and carefully now. perhaps i want to make sure that i remember all this stuff.
i didn't mean for my last, er, more emotional post to be anything more than friends only. as i explained to chelsea, i try to be very careful regarding what can be read by who. even my friends lists are divided into different groups so i can decide when people who live in augusta can read things or when family can't read things and so on and so forth. but mostly it's because i know i have readers that aren't on lj that come to me LATER and bring up something i said here and since i can't monitor that, well, that's why things get made friends only.
and that last bit was not supposed to be a "EVERYBODY REEEEEEEEEEEEAD" thing because, well, i recognized the potential for hurt feelings because:
sometimes people say "i don't want a relationship" to people and they think that that's what they mean because they can't imagine being tied down and everything, but then they meet someone else and then they realize that what they meant was, "i don't want a relationship with you.". and that hurts to learn.
there have been plenty of times where i have sat in my room and cried and said "it's not that he didn't want a relationship, it's that he didnt want one with me-he-he-he-he-he-he (because i stutter when i cry)," so i'm aware of that pain and didn't mean to post anything that would/could create those feelings.
to clarify, i'm not in a relationship right now. and unlike my past few relationships, i am not casually waiting for it to be dropped on me like "oh, apparently i'm....", i'm excited about getting to reknow this guy and for this to evolve to that because it's something i recognize actively wanting to try again.
it's shower time. then go to work time. let's pretend to be excited.
gotta get ready for work soon. i don't know why i'm blogging so frequently and carefully now. perhaps i want to make sure that i remember all this stuff.
i didn't mean for my last, er, more emotional post to be anything more than friends only. as i explained to chelsea, i try to be very careful regarding what can be read by who. even my friends lists are divided into different groups so i can decide when people who live in augusta can read things or when family can't read things and so on and so forth. but mostly it's because i know i have readers that aren't on lj that come to me LATER and bring up something i said here and since i can't monitor that, well, that's why things get made friends only.
and that last bit was not supposed to be a "EVERYBODY REEEEEEEEEEEEAD" thing because, well, i recognized the potential for hurt feelings because:
sometimes people say "i don't want a relationship" to people and they think that that's what they mean because they can't imagine being tied down and everything, but then they meet someone else and then they realize that what they meant was, "i don't want a relationship with you.". and that hurts to learn.
there have been plenty of times where i have sat in my room and cried and said "it's not that he didn't want a relationship, it's that he didnt want one with me-he-he-he-he-he-he (because i stutter when i cry)," so i'm aware of that pain and didn't mean to post anything that would/could create those feelings.
to clarify, i'm not in a relationship right now. and unlike my past few relationships, i am not casually waiting for it to be dropped on me like "oh, apparently i'm....", i'm excited about getting to reknow this guy and for this to evolve to that because it's something i recognize actively wanting to try again.
it's shower time. then go to work time. let's pretend to be excited.