Jul 06, 2005 23:20
My written journal is so much different than my livejournal. I think this one represents me best. The one in my lap is angsty. (Even more than this one)
I hate laptops.
So here I am at Georgetown and it's been real. Seriously, the reality is much more... different than the dream. I haven't met any famous people and it's been a lot of hard work. I should be in bed, but the livejournal beckons.
Jeb and Tanja started IMing me out of no where. That was strange. I also miss Jeff. Jeff, if you see this tell me how you're doing. I met a guy here from around your area.
There's a guy here, and my new friend is totally into him and he's probably into her. Every time I'm jealous, I hide it and then I pretend nothing is happening between them. I gotta get it into my head that I don't need to date and that a better guy will come along. And yet...
I always think I'm in love around this time of year. Last summer it was Ricky, the year before I'm sure it was someone else. Whatever.
Why is it so much easier to type this crap? Is it because I have an audience? Is it the keyboard?
Handwriting it is intimidating I guess. I can make mistakes here and no one will care.
I just started listening to Mars Volta. I wonderwhy I never listened to the NN2S crowed and listened to their music. I guess I wanted to be defiant and not be one of those dastardly sheep. Whatever. Anyway, Ima go sleep. Much love and progress in the future. Comment back!