Murfle
My lord, I need to pee. I've been needing to do that a lot lately. Right now I'm sitting at my computer eating "lunch" listening to music in my new shoes. Yes, new shoes. $50. I hate spending money. My other shoes stunk so badly and were covered in paint. After a crying fit about how my sister has 3 bikinis and I have no shoes mom took me to the mall. It wasn't that great of a day... She mad fajwada last night. <3 I miss Brazilian cooking. So apparently Ricky's officially in the family now. God, I need to journal. I hate the Lady Pirates of Captain Bree. I'm so sick of this play. I can't wait to get the letter from JSA. I'm learning a lot about bottled water. Nine Inch Nails is back together. Are they any better? Doesn't seem like it. They sound like Korn now. Click-next song. Through all this, I wonder something- am I missing out on life? I'm not your typical teenager, but than again I never was typical anything. Dad's in India now. That kind of sucks. I hope he's being nice to his sister. I had some nice strawberries for breakfast today. Mommy was home in the morning. To tell you the truth, it's kind of nice not having daddy around. More freedom to stay at Applebee's until 12am on a Thursday. I shouldn't have done that. You know, during my entire high school days I haven't been invited to any parties. Well, hardcore, you know? Drugs, sex, etc. Not that I would go, but maybe it would be nice to be invited. Whatever. I have things to do anyway. I feel this push to meet a guy. That's not gonna happen, right? I mean, I really don't want to date. I'm too controlling and unwilling. PLus I suck when it comes to temptation. Maybe it's better this way. Maybe it isn't. Life is so odd. I just want to know what the answer is, you know. Can't help that. I'm so lazy. Yoouuuu are. Youuuuuuuuu are. I think I'm going to take journaling back up. It makes me feel a bit better. I also need to improve my writing skills.