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No trauma. It's been good. I woke up tis morning ready to try some things. Seems like things are going my way. Natalie is going to acting school and she has an agent. That makes me happy. I'm so proud. Maybe one day I can do that. I went to go see Van Helsing with her, Jackie, and BD. We walked around Saint Anthony Main. It was beautiful. After the movie we went to a coffee shp that Bd and I just doscpvered. There were a lot of middle aged gay guys and that made me feel good for some reason. I guess it's like seeing them being happy despitre everything means that one day I can just relax. Another thing that's good: this really cute guy might have a crush on me. My sister says that he said I was pretty and that he keeps asking questions about me. He even asked Jessica to ask me if he has a chance with me. I'm goign to go see him play his cello at his concert sometime this month. Maybe I can get a chance to talk to him. I don't know how to act though. I know if I act like myself he'll be scraed away, but I'll do it anyway. I probably won't have the guts to talk to him either. Meh. Also, mom says that we're going to New York this summer! Hell yes! Even my guitar playing is going pretty well.
Yep, things are good. I hope they stay this way for at least a week. It culd if I don't go to school...
Lauren invited me to her birthday party. Hopefully she invited BD too cause I don't want to go without her.
Well, that's all my good news. Sorry I don't update more often.
Love ya!