Summer... Where nights belong to L U S T and L O V E R S
Okay... So.. SCHOOL IS OVER WITH!!! YES!!
I had ya know a 'huge' pool party today (aka Me Elizabeth hannah jaci and mike six)
ya so that was fun!!
But you wanna nkow what wasn't any FUN at all... FRESHMAN YEAR... I kinda feel like giving you a small recap so I think I will...
September- Hmmm... I don't really remeber much of this much. Being into drama at high school for the first time was pretty sweet. Getting fluid drained from my ears WASN'T!!
October- STRANGE BOARDERS! Also something that was wicked awesome. I liked October ALOT. I like to think of us like that... ya know what I mean?
November- I can't even touch this. It hurts too much to even think about it. It was the beginning of the rest of our lives. She taught us some much. I've nver learned so much about feeling.. ever.
December- The only year I rember not counting down the days until Christmas. I just really didn't care. I felt guilty enjoying it.. so I dodn't. It's not right, I know, but it felt right at the time..
January- Things were still really BLAH. There was MURDER IN THE AIR!!!! ooo gawd, lets not even go there... but hey, AT LEAST I LOOKED GOOD!
February- Things still didn't feel right. I wasn't a happy person.
March- OKLAHOMA!!!! Okay so I think OKLAHOMA no matter how bad of a play it was, saved my LIFE this year!! OOO GAWD I LOVE DRAMA KIDS!!! ya I really liked March. There were a few bumps in the road with my messed up cousin, and with my dearest pal, and stereotypes BUT there was also something really GREAT about the end of that month...
April- This is when I relized that life has to go on sometime. You have to allow your self to be HAPPY sometime and just enjoy life. She would have wanted it that way. There is life after death for those of us on earth. April was my favorite month, I think. Everyone was just sorta in a good mood. I really liked April. ALOT.
May- The begging of May was pretty cool too. I went to prom.............. and then alot of BAD stuff happened. Well you guys know the first bad thing I really don't even want to get into that (worse has happened though, in fact I really don't think it effected as much as it should have) People thought that I was slicing my self up in the bathroom with a hallway pass! I went to the psych ward for three hours. The pillows there are really comfy. Nearly passed out from STRESS and so much THINKING. I had more STRESS than a person should have to endure. I really still don't understand why all that stuff happened to me and I don't think I ever will. Even as bad as May was, It was no November, so needless to say I just kinda shrugeed everything off after I stopped FREAKING OUT!! ya I did freak out for a while there.. sorry to those who had to endure that.
June- Ha, to be honest, so far JUNE HAS SUCKED! I was pulling my hair out in large clumps so I got it all cut off. Problem solved. I chewed all of my nails of and rite through my silver chain on my 'A' necklace during graduation. Graduation made me sad, but happy all at once. (ya and then there was that day that I almost lost all of my mental stability!! hahah) I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR FOR 12 ANGRY JURORS!! YES!!!! I dunno how the rest of this month will go. Who knows with my luck... It's either really good or really bad... whatever...
I realized that I can take so much this year. Peopl underestimate teenagers. They think that just becasue they get broken up with that they're gunna go slice themselves up... what they don't bpther to see is the girl that can bear loosing one of her best friends. OF COURSE IF WE CAN HANDLE THAT THAN THIS IS NOTHING!!! GAWD!!!!!! sorry I still have alittle teen angst left over from that... Stupi Mr. P can't even remeber my name.. not that I should have expected him to though, he didn't remeber Allie's...
Okay, sorry for that rant you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY SUMMER!!!!!!!!! IM LEAVING IN 12 DAYS FOR NORTH CAROLINA!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!
I survived Freshman year. We went through so much you guys, Im proud of us for not doing anything drastic... Im rpoud of ME for not flipping out when I should have. JUST REMEBER NEXT YEAR WILL BE SO MUCH BETTER!!!
alright Im done.
:::::::edit::::::: I HATE GIGGLING OKAY!! I LOATHE IT.. IM WICKED MEAN... NO LIKE YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW... I FEEL LIKE RUNNING OVER SOMETHING WITH A TRUCK... THAT'S COOL RIGHT!!!.. HA IM SO MEAN, YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IM WRITING THIS, BUT I DO AND ITS WAY TO MEAN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I had ya know a 'huge' pool party today (aka Me Elizabeth hannah jaci and mike six)
ya so that was fun!!
But you wanna nkow what wasn't any FUN at all... FRESHMAN YEAR... I kinda feel like giving you a small recap so I think I will...
September- Hmmm... I don't really remeber much of this much. Being into drama at high school for the first time was pretty sweet. Getting fluid drained from my ears WASN'T!!
October- STRANGE BOARDERS! Also something that was wicked awesome. I liked October ALOT. I like to think of us like that... ya know what I mean?
November- I can't even touch this. It hurts too much to even think about it. It was the beginning of the rest of our lives. She taught us some much. I've nver learned so much about feeling.. ever.
December- The only year I rember not counting down the days until Christmas. I just really didn't care. I felt guilty enjoying it.. so I dodn't. It's not right, I know, but it felt right at the time..
January- Things were still really BLAH. There was MURDER IN THE AIR!!!! ooo gawd, lets not even go there... but hey, AT LEAST I LOOKED GOOD!
February- Things still didn't feel right. I wasn't a happy person.
March- OKLAHOMA!!!! Okay so I think OKLAHOMA no matter how bad of a play it was, saved my LIFE this year!! OOO GAWD I LOVE DRAMA KIDS!!! ya I really liked March. There were a few bumps in the road with my messed up cousin, and with my dearest pal, and stereotypes BUT there was also something really GREAT about the end of that month...
April- This is when I relized that life has to go on sometime. You have to allow your self to be HAPPY sometime and just enjoy life. She would have wanted it that way. There is life after death for those of us on earth. April was my favorite month, I think. Everyone was just sorta in a good mood. I really liked April. ALOT.
May- The begging of May was pretty cool too. I went to prom.............. and then alot of BAD stuff happened. Well you guys know the first bad thing I really don't even want to get into that (worse has happened though, in fact I really don't think it effected as much as it should have) People thought that I was slicing my self up in the bathroom with a hallway pass! I went to the psych ward for three hours. The pillows there are really comfy. Nearly passed out from STRESS and so much THINKING. I had more STRESS than a person should have to endure. I really still don't understand why all that stuff happened to me and I don't think I ever will. Even as bad as May was, It was no November, so needless to say I just kinda shrugeed everything off after I stopped FREAKING OUT!! ya I did freak out for a while there.. sorry to those who had to endure that.
June- Ha, to be honest, so far JUNE HAS SUCKED! I was pulling my hair out in large clumps so I got it all cut off. Problem solved. I chewed all of my nails of and rite through my silver chain on my 'A' necklace during graduation. Graduation made me sad, but happy all at once. (ya and then there was that day that I almost lost all of my mental stability!! hahah) I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR FOR 12 ANGRY JURORS!! YES!!!! I dunno how the rest of this month will go. Who knows with my luck... It's either really good or really bad... whatever...
I realized that I can take so much this year. Peopl underestimate teenagers. They think that just becasue they get broken up with that they're gunna go slice themselves up... what they don't bpther to see is the girl that can bear loosing one of her best friends. OF COURSE IF WE CAN HANDLE THAT THAN THIS IS NOTHING!!! GAWD!!!!!! sorry I still have alittle teen angst left over from that... Stupi Mr. P can't even remeber my name.. not that I should have expected him to though, he didn't remeber Allie's...
Okay, sorry for that rant you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY SUMMER!!!!!!!!! IM LEAVING IN 12 DAYS FOR NORTH CAROLINA!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!
I survived Freshman year. We went through so much you guys, Im proud of us for not doing anything drastic... Im rpoud of ME for not flipping out when I should have. JUST REMEBER NEXT YEAR WILL BE SO MUCH BETTER!!!
alright Im done.
:::::::edit::::::: I HATE GIGGLING OKAY!! I LOATHE IT.. IM WICKED MEAN... NO LIKE YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW... I FEEL LIKE RUNNING OVER SOMETHING WITH A TRUCK... THAT'S COOL RIGHT!!!.. HA IM SO MEAN, YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IM WRITING THIS, BUT I DO AND ITS WAY TO MEAN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!