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Well Well Well....I can definitely say it has been a while.....mostly due to the fact that my computer is broken and I have to come downstairs in the basement to use the computer, where I don't have an lj client....so I finally broke down and I am updating using the site. Brings back memories from the old days I suppose. It's been such a long time and sooooo much has happened!! Me and Josh are still happily together for a lil over five months now. I got accepted to ALL three of the colleges I applied to: University of Cincinnati, Pittsburgh,Pennsylvania and Rochester, New York. I got two scholarships to Pittsburgh so far. But I'm still completely UNDECIDED!! My best friend Sarah had her baby girl named Essence this past Monday, March 21 at 12:59pm...I was there it was by far one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. It's kinda weird tho....everytime I see her, I'm just like damn she's a mom at age 17- it's kinda crazy when you sit down and think about it. But even over all of this stuff I think the most crazy thing that has happened lately has been the fighting/struggling between me and my parents. I don't like it, and I do wish it would change, but at the same time I don't care. I'm tired of caring. I just want to leave. I will be 18 in 13 days....and I am seriously considering if I would be able to leave or not. I honestly can NOT live here any longer than I have to. I would love to just to keep the peace, but I really can't. I just can't. The only way I'm going to survive this summer is if I just don't come home. If I just stay with other people. They have all these big trust issues, so they follow me around all the time, I can't even pee without someone thinkin I'm lyin, My mom went through my stuff and is now freakin out about putting me on birth control. Everything is blown out of proportion. They say they want a better relationship and that they want to be close but shit....I can't tell. Going through my stuff scores you no points. sorry. I could go on forever about this situation, but I don't want to, it's nearly 3am and I still have homework. I'll try to keep up with the updates........::sigh:: Night ya'll