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I need to get out of here.
i haven't done any homework in two months because i've been focusing on the book i started writing, and now i have about a week to do all of it along with studying and finals. i should really stop sleeping so much, but it seems to be the only thing i'm good at. thing is, i have a lot of trouble sleeping.
the girl situation gets more awkward and depressing everyday. just when i think we're on good enough terms that i can deal with it, somethings happens and it all turns to shit. she's switching schools. she's going to be in oregon and i'll most likely never see her again, but i don't know how that should make me feel. i never wanted to not be with her, but part of me wants to see her gone so i can move on.
im spending a week in maine right after school, living in a cabin on a lake with josh, darrin, and zach. it's something we all need badly, life is cruel to everyone. the anticipation of it is distracting me, and it feels like it couldn't be farther away. i hope it does the trick.
at least i love my job
i haven't done any homework in two months because i've been focusing on the book i started writing, and now i have about a week to do all of it along with studying and finals. i should really stop sleeping so much, but it seems to be the only thing i'm good at. thing is, i have a lot of trouble sleeping.
the girl situation gets more awkward and depressing everyday. just when i think we're on good enough terms that i can deal with it, somethings happens and it all turns to shit. she's switching schools. she's going to be in oregon and i'll most likely never see her again, but i don't know how that should make me feel. i never wanted to not be with her, but part of me wants to see her gone so i can move on.
im spending a week in maine right after school, living in a cabin on a lake with josh, darrin, and zach. it's something we all need badly, life is cruel to everyone. the anticipation of it is distracting me, and it feels like it couldn't be farther away. i hope it does the trick.
at least i love my job