pissed
i'm sick of everyone saying how i treat ross bad. i wish they'd all just shut the fuck up and leave me alone. they wouldn't know if i do or don't. so what if he's whipped? who isn't by 14 months? it's not his fault he's whipped, i'm so damn lazy and i make him do everything for me. so what? what girl doesn't want that? what am i doing wrong for morgan to say that i treat him bad? why can't she just leave us alone and try to WORK on things without her telling him he should leave me because i'm a bitch. God i hate her!! i'm trying not to let it get to me, but it's so hard. i'm starting to feel like everyone is against me.. steve, william and morgan. and anyone else they blab my personal life to. probably all of morgan's friends. i feel embarrassed and like a dumbass. i can swear to God that i don't treat ross bad. he's happy most of the time, at least he tells me so, and he doesn't lie to me. if i treated him so fucking badly as she is saying, we wouldn't have made it this far. i hope she reads this. i don't wanna fight her, i don't wanna scare her, i want her to know the truth. i want her to be completely ERASED from ross and my life. that is from the bottom of my heart. for the past months all we've been fighting about her. whether or not it has to do with my jealousy, it's about her. i'm sick of it and i'm done with it, especially now that she's admitted that she likes ross and is very jealous. yes, ross and me(more like just me) need to work on things, but until we do our relationship might be a little bumpy but that's NO reason to tell my boyfriend to just dump my ass because i "treat him like shit". she wouldn't know besides what ross tells her after we get in fights. she doesn't hear the 99% happy stuff. but whatever.. i feel like i'm stressing out over nothing again.. *sigh*
...i feel better.