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Jul 29, 2011 14:58

[The room Athena had chosen as a retreat this time was one she had hardly been in during the past few years. Some old private living room of David's and hers, one of those rooms she had began to avoid once their marriage had started to fall apart ( Read more... )

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spysinspades July 29 2011, 18:24:23 UTC
[This room had been left to the wayside, since their marriage had started to crumble around David's head.

He couldn't even pinpoint an exact time when that had started...

He had always liked it, though. When times were good, it had been cozy. A retreat from their duties, a place where they could simply be together for a little while.

He usually just gave it a glance as he passed, but today... Was there someone inside?

Stopping in the doorway, he watched as Athena looked around the room.]

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needsnomirror July 29 2011, 18:41:55 UTC
[She had come across a photograph.

It was a surprise, for most framed pictures of them had been thrown across a room at some point and quite a lot of others had simply been burned.

She can't remember where this particular one had been taken, and she simply puts it back to its former place.

She has not realized that he is watching her.]

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spysinspades July 29 2011, 18:52:39 UTC
[They looked so happy there.

He had said he didn't care, and at the time it had been true. David was tired of fighting, and it never led anywhere but to more anger. And with everything going on, indifference had been so much easier.

But he had loved his wife, and that wasn't something you just erase.

He entered the room slowly, hand running over the back of the couch, as he remembered all the good times.]

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needsnomirror July 29 2011, 18:59:01 UTC
[She turned around, maybe to leave or to look around the room some more. Whatever she had wanted to do, she stopped, startled. She had not heard him enter.]

David? [Her voice came out as a whisper, but she is actually surprised to get out a sound at all.]

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spysinspades July 29 2011, 19:09:50 UTC
Yes, Athena? [He's careful to keep his voice neutral.]

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needsnomirror July 29 2011, 19:15:33 UTC
[Fighting is so much easier than this. Exhausting, annoying and useless, yes. But easier. So she will try to push apologizing away, for as long as possible. Though she knows that 'as long as possible' still means 'within this conversation'.

But apologizing is only part of what she has to say right now. Admitting that she is been wrong is the first part.]

I was my fault. [She doesn't quite specify *what* - she has made a lot of mistakes.]

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spysinspades July 29 2011, 19:23:53 UTC
[David arched an eyebrow at her, as if he didn't know what she was talking about.

And he didn't, really. He had never expected her to admit something like that]

Oh?

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needsnomirror July 29 2011, 19:28:55 UTC
[She hated to say something like that. She was so vain and proud, it's a wonder she actually said it.]

The way everything fell apart... It would have been different if I had acted less ignorant.

[Talking about both their marriage and their Suit. She bit her lip.]

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spysinspades July 29 2011, 19:30:48 UTC
[David pressed his lips together when she said that, and his hands still resting on their couch clenched.

But he remained distant, to a degree. Having made his decision, he would stick to it as best he could]

Our fighting certainly didn't help.

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needsnomirror July 29 2011, 19:35:04 UTC
[She tried to read his expression, but she couldn't quite guess his thoughts.]

Yet I shouldn't have done whatever I could to make it worse.

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spysinspades July 29 2011, 19:40:14 UTC
No, you shouldn't have.

[It wasn't his job to defend her, anymore. He had almost forgotten.}

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needsnomirror July 29 2011, 19:45:15 UTC
I- ['can't bring myself to say it'. Why did she have to be so damned proud?]

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spysinspades July 29 2011, 19:51:08 UTC
You what, Athena?

[He really wasn't making this any easier for her, and with that thought he relented slightly.

Moving around the edge of the couch, he took a seat, and waited patiently.]

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needsnomirror July 29 2011, 19:58:22 UTC
I am to arrogant to admit my mistakes right away, I have three and a half Suits after me who would love to see me dead as soon as possible, I am stuck in a situation and can't get out on my own and I am fucking sorry, damnit.

[When was the last time she cursed? She cannot really remember, and she doesn't feel much better after her outburst. She felt more like jumping out of the nearest window. Or throwing a tantrum. Or crying.]

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spysinspades July 29 2011, 20:09:23 UTC
[His eyes widened in surprise - at what she had said, and at the use of a curse word.]

Things do look a little grim at the moment.

[His voice was still neutral, but there was a hit of sympathy.]

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needsnomirror July 29 2011, 20:16:14 UTC
A little? [She laughed bitterly.]

I'm as good as dead. Actually, this one could be the weirdest form of suicide.

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