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yeah so, finding a job is the worst thing ever! I have been looking everywhere. I have put in 27 applications around the baton rouge area, and i got one job. Which i quit in 2 days, cause they didnt pay for my gas and i had to be a sales girl. Driving around and they were complete red necks. I was suppose to pick up my check today adn they forgot. what the hell.
So yeah, this whole process is depressing. Why the hell cant i get a job. Lucas put in three applications over 1 month, and yeah, has a job at Rite Aid. What the hell. I know the only job i am ever going to be able to get is for Mcdonalds. I need a job sooo damn bad that i may have to go there either tomorrow or MOnday. Yay. I dont want to go back there. They are going to give me crap. Damn it. They like me, and i get to pick my hours but its Mcdonalds. PISS AND MOAN!. I hate my life right now. I hate being poor. I hate getting shit from my mom. She doesnt want me to go to mcdonalds yet she gives me shit anytime i need money or she has to pay bills. What the hell. I hate this. I get so upset thinking about it. I need to go run again. It helped a lot though. Running is good when you are stressed. DAMN IT!. I think i pissed Lucas off today. I didnt meant to was just putting all my anger out on my friend. Piss. I need to apologize to him. I am soo glad drinking will commence tomorrow night. I need to relax.
well piss
life sucks, no boy, no job, no money, no pot, no alcohol, no boy, and no tickets to the first football game of the season cause my school is stupid and cut the student section down by 1500 seats. Just enough so freshmen cant go. Yay. Upper class got tix. They did it so more people would buy reg. priced tickets. Bastards. dont they know we are college students adnw e are poor. So yeah, going to give plasma next sat. Yay. I feel soo useless.
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So yeah, this whole process is depressing. Why the hell cant i get a job. Lucas put in three applications over 1 month, and yeah, has a job at Rite Aid. What the hell. I know the only job i am ever going to be able to get is for Mcdonalds. I need a job sooo damn bad that i may have to go there either tomorrow or MOnday. Yay. I dont want to go back there. They are going to give me crap. Damn it. They like me, and i get to pick my hours but its Mcdonalds. PISS AND MOAN!. I hate my life right now. I hate being poor. I hate getting shit from my mom. She doesnt want me to go to mcdonalds yet she gives me shit anytime i need money or she has to pay bills. What the hell. I hate this. I get so upset thinking about it. I need to go run again. It helped a lot though. Running is good when you are stressed. DAMN IT!. I think i pissed Lucas off today. I didnt meant to was just putting all my anger out on my friend. Piss. I need to apologize to him. I am soo glad drinking will commence tomorrow night. I need to relax.
well piss
life sucks, no boy, no job, no money, no pot, no alcohol, no boy, and no tickets to the first football game of the season cause my school is stupid and cut the student section down by 1500 seats. Just enough so freshmen cant go. Yay. Upper class got tix. They did it so more people would buy reg. priced tickets. Bastards. dont they know we are college students adnw e are poor. So yeah, going to give plasma next sat. Yay. I feel soo useless.
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