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You know what; i'm sick of making myself empty promises, this time is for real. I don't care whether people say i'm thin, or look good, or whatever! I'm not, i know that, and that's all i care about.
From today onwards i'm not going to be buying lunch, why waste that money that i need?! It's just fucking stupid! I can use that £10 a week to save for xmas presents and diet pills. Which is a much better cause than fucking fatty food!
Tbh i don't know whats gotten into me recently, ok so sometimes i fast which is good,but most of the time i eat a tonne of chocolate AND sandwiches and tea every fecking day! It's getting to the point that it's ridiculous and i want to effing die!
So from now on i'm going to control myself; hunger doesn't bother me, i've just got to get over the fact that when i'm bored i eat, it shouldn't be that way! And it wont be from now on.
I'm fasting today which will be good, and i wont eat until tea time tomorrow which'll be roughly 7.00pm. That'll give me a little kick start. Then from then onwards i wont buy lunch, or snacks (especially not chocolate) and only eat the smallest amount of tea i can get away with. I know i say this every single time i post, and never actually do it, but this time i will. I'm sick of being a fat lump of lard, i want to be skinny, and no-one is going to stop me.