Apr 22, 2004 13:34
Heheheh.... I've been goin' around to people like, "Shut the fuck up, bitch. I'm the Punisher," because I'm wearing my Punisher shirt. Man, I've had this shirt since the beginning of the year, though. I didn't just get it because a movie was coming out: I've had it all year. People accused me of being a poseur because I wore it today because of the movie, but I've had it all year. I think I said the sentence "I've had it all year" like three times in this paragraph.
Anyways....
Mr. Chiles isn't here today; instead, we have a sub which was a teacher in summer school. I remember he was my summer school's brother. Dan Patrick would talk to him during the break we had (I think we had either 2 or 4--I don't remember much about summer school).
I'm tired.
I get to go to Michelle's today ^.^ I guess we're okay now. I mean, I fucked up. Direly. But that's alright. I won't ever do what I did again. She's pretty damned stressed right now. Everyone is. I've been in 2 classes with people crying today. One was in my 4/5th (I don't know why she was crying--I don't even know her name), and once in 9th (Tuesday Conley's boyfriend cheated on her (and she's pregnant); it was pretty bad). I guess everything's falling apart for everybody. I just don't let my life get to me anymore; most of my home problems just go away if I'm never home. It works out pretty well. My Michelle problems will go away, with time.
0.o I just thought of something that turned me on that should not have turned me on at all. Yeah, it really shouldn't have....
Anyways, moving on....
01346875<----I used to use that as my password for like everything. Well, that and ******** (I'm not tellin') which is what I use for everything now. I'm going to change all my passwords to like...my name in hexadecimal or something, which would be 4A6F7264796E, without my last name. With my last name, it would be 4A6F7264796E205475636B6572. Yeah, I think, and in binary, that'd be 0100101001101111011100100110010001
1110010110111000100000010101000111010
101100011011010110110010101110010. You know, most people can type shit into a little translator, but I can do it my fucking self. That's awesome, in my opinion. Even though it proves how little of a life I have. I could teach anyone, if they wanted to know how to do it.
I am bored.
And I want my beautiful, sexy, lovable, cute, adorable, kinky, awesome Michelle right now. She's only about 40 feet (480 inches, 13.3333 yards, 12.192 meters, 1219.2 centimeters, 12192 millimeters (I'm done)) away--she's in the Media Center with Casi for her Science class. God, I love her. So much. And I'm still almost scared shitless I'm going to lose her. I'm not going to; she told me so. I love her. Sometimes she can be distant, hazy, ya know, but when she's here, when she makes me feel better...it's awesome. She's going through a lot right now; as previously stated, everyone is. The best thing I could do is just pretend everything is fine with me, which isn't a problem; that's what I do all the time. I hope getting to see me makes her a fraction as happy as it makes me. .:[happy sigh]:. …………………………Hmmm………………
I love Michelle. I love Michelle more than anything. I love Michelle more than I have loved anything. I love Michelle more than I ever have loved anything.
^Hehehe. Up there I just basically took a sentence and added one or two words to it every time I repeated it. I like doing that.
You know what I also like? Michelle. Well, actually, I love her. Which is more than like. I guess you could say I like some of the things she does, though .:[wink wink]:. lol j/k, but seriously, nah, nm, don't wanna gross some people out, plus I'm really not sure I want people to know what Michelle and I do. No, I don't. Anyways....
Anyways....(didn't I just say that a second ago?)
I love how Michelle makes me feel when she tells me she loves me. I love how she makes me feel when I'm around her. .:[happier sigh]:. Hm.
Apparently The Punisher is really "bad-ass" (in the words of Dan Patrick and Billy Cates). I'll see it when it comes out on DVD.
God. I can't get my mind off of Michelle. I'm gonna go.
I won't lose Michelle because I won't allow myself to!
I ♥ Michelle Allen