Life is fun...Riiiight....
Fuck this shit. I'm sick of being depressed over little shit. For example, I am sick of thinking about how I need other people and they don't need me at all. I feel...unwanted, un-needed, and inexistant...like I don't matter to anyone or anything....but, then again, i hope this isn't true....yes, i noticed that i stopped using proper punctuation/capitalization...i don't really care right now.... i'm really really sad right now....i need to get to be alone with Michelle....but no....she doesn't probably want to even be with me anyway...how could someone actually want to be with me? honestly...i mean i'm ugly, fat, and utterly annoying...i am also really really needy...and i have a lot of issues....i'm sick of feeling like this....blah I hate myself.... i need Michelle....but she doesn't need me.... i am only another problem, another complication. shit, she can't figure me out; i can't figure me out. she can't figure herself out.... i am only a burden to any other people i come into contact with.... i mean, i basically use all my "friends" anyway.... i have come to realize, that, despite previous beliefs, i have no true friends. i am too much a jackass to have true friends. i hate myself. i hate myself more than I hate anyone else....i am the cause of my unhappiness.... i am the architect of my own demise.... fuck this. WELL, IF YOU FUCKING GIVE A SHIT, COMMENT. BUT NO ONE DOES, SO, JUST AS WITH MOST OF ALL PREVIOUS ENTRIES, NO COMMENTS WILL BE POSTED.