Dec 30, 2006 00:09
Can I just say that highschool is for suckers. I am so glad I am out of that shit. I was at my little brothers track meet today in Fredonia and boy was I uncomfortable. Eye sex with 15 year old girls, not that nice.
So the reason I'm posting is because I had a classic Stephen John Kraatz thought at this meet.
I was thinking about the summer before senior year, and how excited I was to be getting involved with the track and cross-country with the boyz that coming year. But I had a hernia, and that changed my entire life... Let's ponder some of the outcomes if I hadn't had that hernia shall we:
1. I could still be hanging out with the track boyz 24/7. It's a possibility, I mean, we were fucking close during jr. year. That could have solidified that group. And we all know that we hang out with the people your close with in senior year and no one else once out of highschool. Would I be snorting nesquik with joe or smoking cigars at the spot with pete, or perhaps fighting in steve's basement?
2. I wouldn't have gotten with mel. We got close because knate brought her along when I was bound to my couch due to the hernia. Lets be honest would I have still been a virgin coming into college? Yes. Would I have fallen back on virginia? nope. Would I be awkward around girls or would I become someone who has sex and then is attached at the hip like Cameron from Ferris Bueller's Day Off or perhaps just a jerk boy lusting for one night stands?...
3. A dis-assembly of the kenmore crew. I joined up with shannon via melanie and connor talks, and I'm pretty sure that was the first stepping stone to the crew. I new robert, shannon, connor, kayla, kevin, molly etc. through theater, but if I wasn't blinded by first love I probably would have still been hanging around with the track boyz all the time. And of course this leads to other things such as, eli and joseph, the warehouse? who knows. Would Robert have even met Hil? nope.
Would I be sitting in front of my computer right now?
Would I be capable to go after the woman?
Would I be even more of a drunk?
Would I be one of the people moving back to Buffalo, or would I have even gone to purchase and met all these wonderful people?
To think all of this happened because I was too fragile and tore my small intestine or whatever the fuck a hernia is.
Anyways, I am here now. Somethings I miss about highschool, but I am definitely glad to be out of the blue and white scholastic prison. I am happy where I am, even if it's in front of my computer with nothing to do again, wishing I was playing flipcup and holding hands on the other side of the state.
other:
Molly Taylor, why are we not getting drunk right now? We are hanging out soon damnit!
I really want to bowl, does anyone want to join?
What the hell is add?
Danny! stop posting those away messages before I punch you! what happened to that amazing attitude of your livejournal or in Bao! I'm surprised at you...
I miss my guitar mucho, even though I rarely play it.
Kelly Hawkins, I'm glad you're my friend.
I got a nano!
Fake Christmas tree's are disturbing, take them down.
I need wine in my system.
shapeace. you rock.