aggrieved:disheartened::relaxed . . .
my hypothesis that i have become continuously less intelligent since graduating high school has gained further support.
my SAT scores: 790 math 680 verbal
my GRE scores: 710 quantitative 540 verbal <~~~not good ??? analytical
that's not pretty. in fact that verbal score is downright shitty. perhaps i should expand my vocabulary. i'm not taking it again. i now need a spectacular personal statement to force my way into the graduate program of my choice. if only i was going into a math field, i would be ace. i dont know why i refuse to do what i'm good at.
furthermore, i havent found a female character in a novel that i have liked in a long time. i hate books centered around female characters b/c they are usually of the following variety:
seemingly very femine, yet "suprisingly" strong. often suprise the men in the stories by liking such things as sports and kicking ass. dialogue often proceeds as follows:
man: wow i didnt know you could kick ass and drink beer. also i see that you like to watch baseball. i too like baseball.
woman: yes i am very atypical in that i enjoy such manly things as ass kicking and beer. yet, i am still sensitive and graceful. also i will continue to suprise you by accenting my femininity alongside my toughness.
man: you are so unlike other women, we will be best friends (or lovers or somesuch bullshit)
my annoyance here is that these characters act as if they are so unique and special, but they arent and secondly. get the fuck over it. all i want is for the character to act however she will and not create a huge stir over how amazingly cool she is for her behavior. fuck.i dont even know what i'm saying, but i'm irritated.
finally, friends only from now on. apparently some stalking ass bitches have been onto me for a bit and i need to shake them loose. if you dont have a journal, MAKE ONE so you can read about my mundane existance. yes.
my SAT scores: 790 math 680 verbal
my GRE scores: 710 quantitative 540 verbal <~~~not good ??? analytical
that's not pretty. in fact that verbal score is downright shitty. perhaps i should expand my vocabulary. i'm not taking it again. i now need a spectacular personal statement to force my way into the graduate program of my choice. if only i was going into a math field, i would be ace. i dont know why i refuse to do what i'm good at.
furthermore, i havent found a female character in a novel that i have liked in a long time. i hate books centered around female characters b/c they are usually of the following variety:
seemingly very femine, yet "suprisingly" strong. often suprise the men in the stories by liking such things as sports and kicking ass. dialogue often proceeds as follows:
man: wow i didnt know you could kick ass and drink beer. also i see that you like to watch baseball. i too like baseball.
woman: yes i am very atypical in that i enjoy such manly things as ass kicking and beer. yet, i am still sensitive and graceful. also i will continue to suprise you by accenting my femininity alongside my toughness.
man: you are so unlike other women, we will be best friends (or lovers or somesuch bullshit)
my annoyance here is that these characters act as if they are so unique and special, but they arent and secondly. get the fuck over it. all i want is for the character to act however she will and not create a huge stir over how amazingly cool she is for her behavior. fuck.i dont even know what i'm saying, but i'm irritated.
finally, friends only from now on. apparently some stalking ass bitches have been onto me for a bit and i need to shake them loose. if you dont have a journal, MAKE ONE so you can read about my mundane existance. yes.