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So I'm trying to cut ties with E. I figure it's times. It's been a year since I lost my virginity and I'm just not into him as much anymore. He's cool and I'd still like date him but he's just to damn emotionally crippled and has made damn sure this is just about sex and we don't even talk very much anymore unless he's having a bad day or wants sex. He figures doing this is saving himself from heartbreak but he doesn't see that now he just causes the heart break without knowing.
Now, I've got my eye on M. He's a virgin and we've been friends for a long time and we've talked about having sex with each other for the longest time. He's got a smaller cock then E but I want to have him in me. I think more than anything its because he's a virgin and he wants to have sex with me. He'd be the same as E, just sex. And as much as I'd like a relationship, I'm not getting one from anybody. So now that I've started having sex, I might as well scratch the itch every now and then. I just get torn in the life I want to to live, a life that most people live or the life I feel I should be living like keeping my pants on and waiting for that "one". But I guess the older I get the more I figure I wont meet prince charming that will steal my heart and take me away and I'd be happy forever. Because that shit doesn't exist. I'm nice so why the fuck don't I have a boyfriend?!
I took pictures but I can't figure out my dumb password...so I have to go searching for it in hopes I wrote it down somewhere..
Now, I've got my eye on M. He's a virgin and we've been friends for a long time and we've talked about having sex with each other for the longest time. He's got a smaller cock then E but I want to have him in me. I think more than anything its because he's a virgin and he wants to have sex with me. He'd be the same as E, just sex. And as much as I'd like a relationship, I'm not getting one from anybody. So now that I've started having sex, I might as well scratch the itch every now and then. I just get torn in the life I want to to live, a life that most people live or the life I feel I should be living like keeping my pants on and waiting for that "one". But I guess the older I get the more I figure I wont meet prince charming that will steal my heart and take me away and I'd be happy forever. Because that shit doesn't exist. I'm nice so why the fuck don't I have a boyfriend?!
I took pictures but I can't figure out my dumb password...so I have to go searching for it in hopes I wrote it down somewhere..