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Its been awhile since I've been on. Um this "relationship" is fine. Even though I'm waiting for him to tell me he's sleeping around and to disappoint me or hurt me all the time, its fine. We hang out most of the time and most of the time we hang out we have sex. We don't hang out just to have sex, we hang out and we watch movies, have dinner get coffee and sex is in there somewhere. I didn't think I'd like having sex so much but I guess it just comes with that whole I just started having sex thing. I think the only thing that gets me is that I'm not having a orgasm all the time. It feels good but no real finish for me. lol It's probably do to the fact that I'm move focus on how I am doing things (especially when I'm on top) and if I'm making it pleasurable for him. I just have to go with it and not get caught up in the motion. I'm learning thats all I can say and I get enough practice.. like 2 times a week. XD. Maybe one of these days I will post some pics.