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Last night the temper went out and gave way to depression. Sleep deprivation has escalated from a nuisance to a hindrance. I tried to give up but just because you decide not to think about things doesn’t mean they aren’t there and then piling up nearly kills you. I want out. I was going to take Physics and Speech during the fall so that I could start Air Traffic Control school here in Jacksonville in January. It takes 6-9 months to finish their program and then you have to go to the FAA training school in Oklahoma for 5 weeks after graduation. I don’t want to be here anymore. I want this year over. I think I am going to tell Clay and Eric to start looking for another room mate and then in January I will just go to an ATC school far, far away. I requested application packages from Arizona State University, Miami Dade College, Baltimore Community College, University of Alaska, and Mt. San Antonia College in California and Vaughn College in New York. If I apply at all of them I am bound to get accepted at one. Fifteen minutes until my weekend starts…