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Its fucking sickening the hurt, the act of picking out the splinters where the stake went though. It’s a fucking killer. I am so full of so many extreme emotions that I can barely contain them. I can feel them right under the surface like a trapped thing, like if I just sliced my skin open it would pour out and I would be purged of this fucking ache but I am smarter than that. No flesh gouging is going to cure all of this. I would do anything to purge the feeling and its fucked up the way people treat each other and talk to each other. FUCKED UP.