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I have this really yucky head ache right now. Like I am too deep under water and the water has suddenly congealed. Maybe it makes sense, maybe not.
I am in a total state of shock. Steven is taking me to Germany, he bought our plane tickets last night and we have talked about it and thought about it and now its happening and its sinking in so slowly. Its going to slap the sense out of me when it really hits. I mean I KNOW I am going but its insanely surreal. I have only left the country once and that was to Canada which is not a big deal at all, we drove there and I have never flown. Steven took me to get my passport for my birthday, got my pictures and paid for everything for me and even still then I just figured, eh, yeah, some day will go but now someday is October 25.
I have wanted to go to Germany since I was like a wee little kid. I wanted to eat a bunch of chocolate and visit castles because early on I thought that’s what that place was all about. He has shown me a bunch of pictures and its just amazing how beautiful it is. His Mom stuffs us full of chocolate when she comes back from there so I know their chocolate is fucking awesome, I have no idea what they do differently but they’ve mastered that shit. We will be gone 12 days and we’ll tour the country and spend time with his family which is pretty cool because I only know his Mom and brother and he knows my whole huge family, both sides…
I’m ecstatic, quietly but like I said, it really hasn’t hit yet.
I am in a total state of shock. Steven is taking me to Germany, he bought our plane tickets last night and we have talked about it and thought about it and now its happening and its sinking in so slowly. Its going to slap the sense out of me when it really hits. I mean I KNOW I am going but its insanely surreal. I have only left the country once and that was to Canada which is not a big deal at all, we drove there and I have never flown. Steven took me to get my passport for my birthday, got my pictures and paid for everything for me and even still then I just figured, eh, yeah, some day will go but now someday is October 25.
I have wanted to go to Germany since I was like a wee little kid. I wanted to eat a bunch of chocolate and visit castles because early on I thought that’s what that place was all about. He has shown me a bunch of pictures and its just amazing how beautiful it is. His Mom stuffs us full of chocolate when she comes back from there so I know their chocolate is fucking awesome, I have no idea what they do differently but they’ve mastered that shit. We will be gone 12 days and we’ll tour the country and spend time with his family which is pretty cool because I only know his Mom and brother and he knows my whole huge family, both sides…
I’m ecstatic, quietly but like I said, it really hasn’t hit yet.