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I feel like complete shit. Seriously...
My stomach is killing me, i had some way shitty fucking italian food for lunch and I feel like just rolling over and dying, and since that really wouldn't be in my best interest I am going to do the next most sensible thing, lie down and try to fall into a 12 hour comatose slumber.
If it's not the ups and downs of depression it's something, when everything begins to feel a little brighter I eat some bad food. I just want one outrageously good day because all this BS, emotional or physical, that I am going through is reflecting everywhere. My room likes a crime scene and I'm happy about it, its like an insect under my skin but I just feel to sick to tend to it.
My stomach is killing me, i had some way shitty fucking italian food for lunch and I feel like just rolling over and dying, and since that really wouldn't be in my best interest I am going to do the next most sensible thing, lie down and try to fall into a 12 hour comatose slumber.
If it's not the ups and downs of depression it's something, when everything begins to feel a little brighter I eat some bad food. I just want one outrageously good day because all this BS, emotional or physical, that I am going through is reflecting everywhere. My room likes a crime scene and I'm happy about it, its like an insect under my skin but I just feel to sick to tend to it.