i wanna crawl out of my skin...under the covers im okay i geuss
some weird ass shit happend today
and for some reason i feel real bad :/
i threw an ice cube at Rob because he wouldn't stop makeing this noise...and like it cut him. and i had know fucking clue that ice cubes could do that. and like i hit the vain that pops out of his head when ever hes pissed soo he had a bloddy pissed off vain :/
and i didn't even say im sorry
because i was scarred...:(
another one of alicias emotional outbursts...
feelin also kinda shitty lately. i realy wanna just run away from fuckin every thing. i hate it here. more than anything i would just like to leave by my self start a new life.
can't fuckin do that because i have no life here so i don't know what makes me think ill have better life any were else :/
can't fuckin erase this little page of motherfuckin emotion.
i hate it here so fuckin much.
i hate being so distressed
i feel like i can't let any one know me. because every one here is like the same...and don't really care much.
then why the fuck do i..
oh well. geuss ill have to fuckin deal with it.
grandma is so much help to when she gave me a choise for us to go to this chek thing she fuckin had the balls to say:
don't you ruin another trip for every one
...and i had planns with franny to go out and shop and bull shit.
was kinda forced to go because of that little comment she threw at me.
ya no i don't act my self around any of you...even with franny girl who ive known ever since 2nd grade.
and i want my slef to be open to at least one person. have a friend that knows me inside out. franny knows meh just she could care less. the way she acts.
don't have no one to talk to that really cares much...heh
then why should i care. ?
and for some reason i feel real bad :/
i threw an ice cube at Rob because he wouldn't stop makeing this noise...and like it cut him. and i had know fucking clue that ice cubes could do that. and like i hit the vain that pops out of his head when ever hes pissed soo he had a bloddy pissed off vain :/
and i didn't even say im sorry
because i was scarred...:(
another one of alicias emotional outbursts...
feelin also kinda shitty lately. i realy wanna just run away from fuckin every thing. i hate it here. more than anything i would just like to leave by my self start a new life.
can't fuckin do that because i have no life here so i don't know what makes me think ill have better life any were else :/
can't fuckin erase this little page of motherfuckin emotion.
i hate it here so fuckin much.
i hate being so distressed
i feel like i can't let any one know me. because every one here is like the same...and don't really care much.
then why the fuck do i..
oh well. geuss ill have to fuckin deal with it.
grandma is so much help to when she gave me a choise for us to go to this chek thing she fuckin had the balls to say:
don't you ruin another trip for every one
...and i had planns with franny to go out and shop and bull shit.
was kinda forced to go because of that little comment she threw at me.
ya no i don't act my self around any of you...even with franny girl who ive known ever since 2nd grade.
and i want my slef to be open to at least one person. have a friend that knows me inside out. franny knows meh just she could care less. the way she acts.
don't have no one to talk to that really cares much...heh
then why should i care. ?