i believe in being realistic, not optimistic or pessimistic.

Jun 15, 2011 00:02

i know his humor. earlier i saw the man i fell in love with, when he was 20 & i was 22. 10 years ago. it was so funny, but he didn't crack a smile & so i made him smile by talking to the cat. i want people to feel good about THEMSELVES, individuality is key....to me.
what's the word? contradictionist? it's mainly stock termonolgy, but i've always had this urge to contradict. i was about 6, asking the gym teacher what if we get smaller? i think i was on to something since the cartilidge wears dowm in your spine as we age in the golden years causing loss of height.....RIGHT?!?! but she said "no."
i go against the grain, not all the time. so i don't do well in relationships, but i still love me....................................

There’s the benefit of doubt, which you have come so close with because i threw it your way so many times. what lies in your hand, fucking role with it! & get on your merrily little way.
Smoke signals never fail, denial is this game we exchange.
i thought you couldn’t bullshit a bull shitter.
I’m loving who I’ve become, never been jealous, certainly not of you. you wont take me from me, but i noticed something amazing…just how much you count on me. you make me wonder not wander. When I reach out you never grasp onto the thought, when I buy a slice, it turns to two. Honor makes the difference, but your past will come back like I do to slap you in the face, straight, Not into place.
Let’s not forget who we danced with, selling our souls to randomness, everyone’s a photographer.
I really will let you pass because its killing me, I catch the sun’s rays , but not some sons ways. I get to keep your words of play that continuously fail. Emptiness keeps no one in check & no one’s coming over today. You rely on nothing’s nothing. That’s some great lack of control & my writing comes from my soul.
Is there something new in there?


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