// farewell to pasts to sorrows chained //
for a friend...
there have been times where i have been there. there have been times when i've done what i could. there have been times when i've understood you, cared for you, and respected you.
and there have been times when i was not there. when i only took what i could, when i disrespected you, when i didn't care, when i gave nothing in return, when i tore apart any bond that was ever there, and was the worst example of man i could be.
i'm sorry for those times. i'm sorry for everything.
i'm not prone to martydom but if i could take what you're handling i could. that's not what you need though.
confidence. i would give it if i could. but i can't. only you can do this. and you can. and you will. i won't let you do otherwise. strength is something you have to find inside. the world is full of bullshit and one of the biggest is that bad experiences should be shut out, forgotten, lost, and never remembered. i say remember these times. embrace these times. they make you who you are. they make you strong. this is one of those times. help is there if you need it (in any form) but the battle will only be decided by you. relish this conflict... it defines you.
all i can give is yours... as long as it helps.
what you said shocked me but i wouldn't ever let you die. not you, my friend.
// forget your fear... and want no more //
there have been times where i have been there. there have been times when i've done what i could. there have been times when i've understood you, cared for you, and respected you.
and there have been times when i was not there. when i only took what i could, when i disrespected you, when i didn't care, when i gave nothing in return, when i tore apart any bond that was ever there, and was the worst example of man i could be.
i'm sorry for those times. i'm sorry for everything.
i'm not prone to martydom but if i could take what you're handling i could. that's not what you need though.
confidence. i would give it if i could. but i can't. only you can do this. and you can. and you will. i won't let you do otherwise. strength is something you have to find inside. the world is full of bullshit and one of the biggest is that bad experiences should be shut out, forgotten, lost, and never remembered. i say remember these times. embrace these times. they make you who you are. they make you strong. this is one of those times. help is there if you need it (in any form) but the battle will only be decided by you. relish this conflict... it defines you.
all i can give is yours... as long as it helps.
what you said shocked me but i wouldn't ever let you die. not you, my friend.
// forget your fear... and want no more //