[i should have known that you were a killer, but now im dead..]
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summer is getting better and better. but soon its going to end. real soon.
i saw jamie today. brandon yesterday. and watched movies a whole lot.
EDIT:::ive been thinking about death a lot latley,
yeah im not a fucking crazy ass or nothin. but dont u ever wonder what happens when you die? what it will feel like? where you go. what happens to you.
sooner or later were all gunna die ( i know its prolly freakin you out) but i think that we should all live the lives we wanna live, even if drugs are apart of it. but what ive come to realize is, the only thing i need in my life is friends and family. they will ALWAYS be there supporting me through the difficult times. my boyfriend is such a great person, and i love him with all of my heart, but is he going to be there for me for the rest of my life? anything could happen. i finally realized life is like a game. you gotta sdo your best to keep winning, but its all about chance. anything could happen at anytime. i could die tommorow for all i know. but at the end of the game, your lifes over. i dont wanna die. why is god doing this to me, to you, to everyone?. there has to be some reason death is counted in our lives. i dont know why, but sooner or later were all going to find out. help me.