Quad Rider204: have u ever tryed to pee standing up?
im beginning to think me and brandon should break up.
our lives our going different ways.
no matter how much i love him, i dont feel any love coming back to me.
he does love me.
but. hes 16 and hes going to be in my grade, 9th. hes not gunna graduate. he will make it to his junior year, and then he will have to go to an alternative school.
im going to do something about my future. i will graduate. and i will go to college for 2 years to study photography, or journalism.
he cant hold me back. and hes been doing that.
i dont go anywhere because i cant leave him. he needs me.
& i need him.
im not going to let go, not yet.
i doubt that i will even break up with him.
i cant control his life, though.
im scared of loosing him.
i cant loose him. sometimes it feels like i dont even love him. i know its kinda bitchy, but he gets me sooo pissed off sometimes i just wanna punch him right in the face.
i almost broke his nose once =(.
if anyone gets me REALLY pissed off, to the point im going to explode, then i become violent. only my mom gets me to that point though.
i dont know what to do. i dont even know if my dreams will come true.
i always wnated that house in milford, on the top of the hill, that you can see from town. with a jaguar drop top. and i wanted to be a actress/.
i kno thats not gunna happen.
but i guess thats what sucks, cause sometimes ur dreams dont come true.]
our lives our going different ways.
no matter how much i love him, i dont feel any love coming back to me.
he does love me.
but. hes 16 and hes going to be in my grade, 9th. hes not gunna graduate. he will make it to his junior year, and then he will have to go to an alternative school.
im going to do something about my future. i will graduate. and i will go to college for 2 years to study photography, or journalism.
he cant hold me back. and hes been doing that.
i dont go anywhere because i cant leave him. he needs me.
& i need him.
im not going to let go, not yet.
i doubt that i will even break up with him.
i cant control his life, though.
im scared of loosing him.
i cant loose him. sometimes it feels like i dont even love him. i know its kinda bitchy, but he gets me sooo pissed off sometimes i just wanna punch him right in the face.
i almost broke his nose once =(.
if anyone gets me REALLY pissed off, to the point im going to explode, then i become violent. only my mom gets me to that point though.
i dont know what to do. i dont even know if my dreams will come true.
i always wnated that house in milford, on the top of the hill, that you can see from town. with a jaguar drop top. and i wanted to be a actress/.
i kno thats not gunna happen.
but i guess thats what sucks, cause sometimes ur dreams dont come true.]