poo

[needing_a_fix]

poo...
i want a cigarette
i just got home, i had 26 missed calls on my cell and 10 messages, aint that a bitch.
i want a cigarette
i walked outside in my back yard, walking through it helped me remember the times when we first bought this house, very pleasing while i smoke a joint and feel euphoric.
i want a cigarette
i want a cigarette but my parents are here and my mom hates cigarettes and the smell so i dont wanna ruin her good mood, its hard for her to maintain it alot of the times considering my dad and i always relaxin through out the house and stuff.
i want a cigarette
i was watching a movie but it has just stopped and blanked out.
today was a pretty good day, nice weather and shit but a little hot. regina called me in the morning and woke me up fighting with me for 5 hours that she woke me up when i was saying ive been up, haha. if she reads this i know shes gonna have a power trip in the event that she was right, hah jk. oh well, i didnt care if she woke me up. who better to wake you up and to be the first aknowedgement of the day than someone like...well, her.

im enjoying a very care free state...