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[need_chocolate]

i don't wanna go to band tomorrow!!!! is so funny how durning band camp i wished so hard for it to be cold or raining and now that it is i would kill for it to be warmer. and i try to tell myself to apreaciate both when i get them but its not working out so well.
i need to stop trying to kill myself with band and work. gonna make myself sick if i keep this up much longer.