Last 2 days of college
Totally bombed my prob and stat final. oops. oh well, still have a B. can't complain. GPA's still doing pretty well.
hah so, i keep going back and forth between several different personalities...
one is super confident, people love her, look up to her, and she brightens the room with a smile
one is still hurt, doesn't want to invest in anyone, doesn't want anyone to depend on her either
one wants to find a church home and make it my life, find a good christian guy, start a family
one wants to travel, make money, avoid anything that would tie me down, particularly men
not stressing too much about anythign these days, which is nice. just enjoying my time, getting work done, but not obsessing over it. i feel pretty good right now. dont' really feel like much is missing. i'm just waiting for soemthing to get involved in, something i can put my heart into. i can't wait to have a new house, a new place to start over. i can't help thinking that when i get there it'll wake me up again, i'll get excited, go exploring, find myself. or, maybe lose myself. i'm not sure which one i'm really aiming for.
i can't believe i'm about to graduate. sometimes it seems like i'm still a kid... i'm sure it's mostly becuase padre still pays for everything, so it's not really like i've ever left home. but i think i've been waiting for this for a while. i think i need it. i think i'm stuck in a place where i never really go the chance to spread my proverbial wings, and it's just stifled my energy, my desire to do much of anything. i'm still young and naiive, i know. but i think that's the perfect combination. to young to know what i can't do. naiive enough to try everything. i can't wait to get out of here.
Got the sun shinin' on me like a big spotlight
So I know everything is gonna be alright
Ain't no tellin' where the wind might blow
Free and easy down the road I go
Livin' life like a Sunday stroll
Free and easy down the road I go
Free and easy down the road I go
If you only get to go around one time
I'm gonna sit back and try to enjoy the ride
I could make a million or wind up broke
Free and easy down the road I go
Can't take it with you when you go so
Free and easy down the road I go
Someday I know it's gonna take me home so
Free and easy down the road I go
hah so, i keep going back and forth between several different personalities...
one is super confident, people love her, look up to her, and she brightens the room with a smile
one is still hurt, doesn't want to invest in anyone, doesn't want anyone to depend on her either
one wants to find a church home and make it my life, find a good christian guy, start a family
one wants to travel, make money, avoid anything that would tie me down, particularly men
not stressing too much about anythign these days, which is nice. just enjoying my time, getting work done, but not obsessing over it. i feel pretty good right now. dont' really feel like much is missing. i'm just waiting for soemthing to get involved in, something i can put my heart into. i can't wait to have a new house, a new place to start over. i can't help thinking that when i get there it'll wake me up again, i'll get excited, go exploring, find myself. or, maybe lose myself. i'm not sure which one i'm really aiming for.
i can't believe i'm about to graduate. sometimes it seems like i'm still a kid... i'm sure it's mostly becuase padre still pays for everything, so it's not really like i've ever left home. but i think i've been waiting for this for a while. i think i need it. i think i'm stuck in a place where i never really go the chance to spread my proverbial wings, and it's just stifled my energy, my desire to do much of anything. i'm still young and naiive, i know. but i think that's the perfect combination. to young to know what i can't do. naiive enough to try everything. i can't wait to get out of here.
Got the sun shinin' on me like a big spotlight
So I know everything is gonna be alright
Ain't no tellin' where the wind might blow
Free and easy down the road I go
Livin' life like a Sunday stroll
Free and easy down the road I go
Free and easy down the road I go
If you only get to go around one time
I'm gonna sit back and try to enjoy the ride
I could make a million or wind up broke
Free and easy down the road I go
Can't take it with you when you go so
Free and easy down the road I go
Someday I know it's gonna take me home so
Free and easy down the road I go