wow
OK yea so i was jus looking at some of my past enteries... like i think the first like 5 and holy shit... im pretty sure i was actually crazy... looking at it from somewhat of an outside perspective is pretty scary. im sorry to any of my friends that i really scared. i didnt realize how bad i was... i mean i thought i was bad but i didnt realize how bad.
So anyway... on the 14th it will be mine and johns 2 month anniversery. my grandparents... especially my grama is being a real bitch about us being together. right now all i am allowd to do is talk to him for a half hour a day for a weed and then my grandparents are going to see how things are going. at least my grampa is being a lil bit more reasonable about things then my grama is. i hadnt cut for months until just this week becuase my grama was being such a bitch about things. I tried to be reasonable and was very willing to compromise just so i could see and talk to him but my grama refused. i even agreed him only coming over to my house and staying downstairs where my grandparents are, but she wouldnt even consider that. and then when his mom called and asked me to have my grama call her back. i told her hours later when she wasnt so busy with other things and she FLIPPED OUT! she just called... what did his mom ever do to her?!?!? but anyway... we are starting to get things at least somewhat worked out now that my grampa is home from vacation.
So anyway... on the 14th it will be mine and johns 2 month anniversery. my grandparents... especially my grama is being a real bitch about us being together. right now all i am allowd to do is talk to him for a half hour a day for a weed and then my grandparents are going to see how things are going. at least my grampa is being a lil bit more reasonable about things then my grama is. i hadnt cut for months until just this week becuase my grama was being such a bitch about things. I tried to be reasonable and was very willing to compromise just so i could see and talk to him but my grama refused. i even agreed him only coming over to my house and staying downstairs where my grandparents are, but she wouldnt even consider that. and then when his mom called and asked me to have my grama call her back. i told her hours later when she wasnt so busy with other things and she FLIPPED OUT! she just called... what did his mom ever do to her?!?!? but anyway... we are starting to get things at least somewhat worked out now that my grampa is home from vacation.