Hell breaks loose
ok *sigh* so while i was at my dads house i went completly insane... told jen i CANT help myself (which no matter what ne one says... i realy cant) and now she is all frusterated... which i for sure understand... but what she doesnt understand is why i am so calm... it is becuase for so long i have been fighting myself and its so fucking tiring and i just cant do it ne more... its harder for me then she thinks... no one understands me... not even my best friend who has been thru depression herself.