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OMG I'M GOING FUCKING CRAZY...IM DYING I CANT TAKE THIS I DONT GET IT I DONT WANT TO DIE ....ACTUALLY ALMOST NOT AT ALL I AM JUST GOING CRAZY AND I DONT GET IT HELP ME I WANT TO BE MORE CRAZY I WANT TO SEE GHOSTS!!! i want to BE a GHOST i want to be crazy and i want to scream.... help i dont get it what is wrong with me should i just die...? would that be better? i dont want to die... but would that be better for me and everyone else... i mean i think i may be getting to the point of becomeing insane...like ACTUALLY INSANE!!!!!!!! you kno like hurting people and thinks including myself.... like seriously deep cutting... i dont mean into viens or anything... but like DEEP!!!... ok dont tell... i mean they will just send me to the hospital where the damn dumb ass fucking bitches who are supposed to care dont even give a fucking shit! as soon as they dont think you will severly hurt urself or anyone else they send you home only to come back a week or month later to the er bleeding to death or literaly pucking ur guts out!.... ahhhh omg look at me... i mean listen to me... im going fucking insane.... and i didnt plan ne of this entry out... this is just what the fuck is going on in my head... imagin that ... imagin thinking like that.... can you ...... i couldnt... and im even fucking thnking that way right now!!!! AHHHHHHHHH HELP*pulls hair pleading for whateverthefuck to leave me the fuck alone... i may have said something to you about feeling like im going crazy if you know me.... but i mean... could you even imagin something like this!!?!?!! DIDNT THINK SO... ok ok ok ok i'll shut up know b4 i scare you to your death