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So the last two nights have been rough, but Im full of hope for today. Im gonna start the 2468 tomorrow. Im just scared of binging. Im totally fine when I dont eat but when I give in, I binge. Im starting volleyball again though so I need the energy. Im gonna make a eating chart today though. Ill plan everything Im gonna eat and not do anything off of the chart. Im also gonna get to the gym more. I still dont know what I weigh because of my scale being out of batteries. EHHHHH its torture. pure torture. I started my period though yesterday so I probably weigh more right now =/ bleh. Feeling bloated from it makes me less hungry though so its not ALLL bad. but mostly.