SIN!!!!!!!
ok I totally suck today i has a doughnut for brekfast... i don't even know why i just was like half awake and me and rob were standing in the kitchen and i just shoved it in my mouth without even thinking... yeah ummm i'm an idiot... and to make it even worse rob bought me McDonalds for breakfast... and i couldn't say no because he doesn't have a lot of money and when he spends it i really appreciate it...so i went to the xavier baceball game today and got super burned... my sholders are killing me... but it was fun I got to know ros's friend's wife, Crissy, a little better. It's really hard to connect with someone who is ten years older then you are... but she is really nice and towards the end of the game we got to actually striking up conversation. She's from a super small town so that is neat...and she and creig have been going out for ten years... but only married for 3... it's weird knowing a married cuple...
to try to somewhat keep on track for the day I'm not eating anything for the rest of the day...god I can't wait till i move into my new apartment i'll be able to see how many calories i'm actually eating instead of completly guessing...The diner is so hard to know calories because who knows what is in some of that stuff for one and two portions are out of control.
Well i put aloe vera on m sunburn i hope i don't look too horrible tomorrow.. i'll take a shower tomorrow morning a nice cold one and hopefully that'll help...exams are comming up i need to start spending les time with ob and more time in my room studying... t's just so hard to focus i hate it!.. oh well summer quarter I only have three classes so i'll be able to focus on exercise and what not a lot more... i hate my life.... i just want to be thin..
Weight 162
STGW 155(by the 14th)
LTGW 120
well time to get started on all of the homework i've been putting off for a few weeks now peace.
to try to somewhat keep on track for the day I'm not eating anything for the rest of the day...god I can't wait till i move into my new apartment i'll be able to see how many calories i'm actually eating instead of completly guessing...The diner is so hard to know calories because who knows what is in some of that stuff for one and two portions are out of control.
Well i put aloe vera on m sunburn i hope i don't look too horrible tomorrow.. i'll take a shower tomorrow morning a nice cold one and hopefully that'll help...exams are comming up i need to start spending les time with ob and more time in my room studying... t's just so hard to focus i hate it!.. oh well summer quarter I only have three classes so i'll be able to focus on exercise and what not a lot more... i hate my life.... i just want to be thin..
Weight 162
STGW 155(by the 14th)
LTGW 120
well time to get started on all of the homework i've been putting off for a few weeks now peace.