No turning back!!

Mar 17, 2005 07:52


hello hello.. well i've finally gotten over james and i don't even wanna be with him anymore..i mean i don't regret all that we've had but in the same matter i'm glad i did go out with him cuz i've learned from it... and there won't be anymore of  me and him. cuz right now i'm alreday talkin to somebody and he is like the best thing tha ever happened to me. he's so perfect.. we are soo much alike. and he calls me everyday juss cuz he misses me. and he's juss such a perfect guy...but anyways..lol.i don't know why i juss kept going back to james.. all that shit that he did to me i don't know how i actually forgave him and got back with him.. i should have juss broke up with him the first time and left it at that. and not gotten back with him cuz then all of this wouldn't have happened and i wouldn't be going through all of this right now... and the thing that i don't get is that he wants to be single but he still like wants me to call him or whatever and he still calls me like we're like goin out or sumthin.. but i want him to realize that we aren't together anymore and that its ok with me to move on.. cuz thats what i wanna do. i mean it kinda makes since cuz i'm already practically hooked up with somebody.. and i already know whats gunna happen of we get back together. we always fight and he does all this stuff to me. i don't even know how i delt with it..ok well imma go now and i'll writre later..peace

nish
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