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gah. I have finally realized wut an absolute brat i have been lately. Y has no1 slapped me in the face 4 this? Gawd if i woulda had 2 deal with my inappropriate mood swings lately i woulda punched myself right in the solar plexus...cuz that's exactly wut it feels like 2 realize that you're a horrible person.
So i've decided that i'm goin back 2 STU, however only in january...not september. I'm gonna keep workin full time from now till jan n save up sum money.
My mummy is an amazingly strong person and i should learn from her. As i sit here and complain about the stupidest things, she fights every day with the strength of a dozen elephants....who the hell am i 2 bitch n moan about how unfair things r??
I have grown balls in the past 48 hrs. I refuse 2 take any more shit from someone who manages constantly 2 steal my sunshine and replace it with thunder clouds. I never again will let a single person bring me down ever again. It's not worth it, life is way 2 short 2 be playing such games.
Speaking of games, i shall stop playing my own. It's time i sit down with a specific someone and stop holding in everything that i think i may be feeling. Just wut exactly am i scared of? Since when r potential relationships built upon lack of conversation? It's so stupid of me...and i know it's stupid....yet i still continue 2 confide in trees as opposed 2 the subject of my secrets. Wut's the worst that could happen?? Either things'll work out *crosses fingers* or it'll be another case in which i hold my head up high and thank my lucky stars that i have such a wonderful friend.
It bothers me how selfish parents can be. Personally i couldn't imagine ever hurting a child of my own, yet other ppl's parents seem 2 do it without even realizing wut they're doing. Coming from a sumwut supportive family, i can't say i can ever understand just wut it's like 2 be abandoned by my own family, and just even attempting 2 imagine it is kinda upsetting, so i couldn't imagine living through it. I think ppl should have a license 2 be a parent and if u don't pass the test, u just don't get 2 breed children. I think this way would save a lot of ppl a lot of heartache. I wish i could fix it.
I spent 50 bucks on underwear yesterday booyah!! me loves it. Shopping always makes me feel better when i'm in a crabby mood. I'm glad i did it. Any girl feels better when they wear pretty underwear....u girls know exactly wut i mean.
Well i believe that's all 4 now :) I'm gonna go kick the shit outta sum1 who deserves it *smiles*...sounds evil i know but it's really not. TTFN y'all!!
So i've decided that i'm goin back 2 STU, however only in january...not september. I'm gonna keep workin full time from now till jan n save up sum money.
My mummy is an amazingly strong person and i should learn from her. As i sit here and complain about the stupidest things, she fights every day with the strength of a dozen elephants....who the hell am i 2 bitch n moan about how unfair things r??
I have grown balls in the past 48 hrs. I refuse 2 take any more shit from someone who manages constantly 2 steal my sunshine and replace it with thunder clouds. I never again will let a single person bring me down ever again. It's not worth it, life is way 2 short 2 be playing such games.
Speaking of games, i shall stop playing my own. It's time i sit down with a specific someone and stop holding in everything that i think i may be feeling. Just wut exactly am i scared of? Since when r potential relationships built upon lack of conversation? It's so stupid of me...and i know it's stupid....yet i still continue 2 confide in trees as opposed 2 the subject of my secrets. Wut's the worst that could happen?? Either things'll work out *crosses fingers* or it'll be another case in which i hold my head up high and thank my lucky stars that i have such a wonderful friend.
It bothers me how selfish parents can be. Personally i couldn't imagine ever hurting a child of my own, yet other ppl's parents seem 2 do it without even realizing wut they're doing. Coming from a sumwut supportive family, i can't say i can ever understand just wut it's like 2 be abandoned by my own family, and just even attempting 2 imagine it is kinda upsetting, so i couldn't imagine living through it. I think ppl should have a license 2 be a parent and if u don't pass the test, u just don't get 2 breed children. I think this way would save a lot of ppl a lot of heartache. I wish i could fix it.
I spent 50 bucks on underwear yesterday booyah!! me loves it. Shopping always makes me feel better when i'm in a crabby mood. I'm glad i did it. Any girl feels better when they wear pretty underwear....u girls know exactly wut i mean.
Well i believe that's all 4 now :) I'm gonna go kick the shit outta sum1 who deserves it *smiles*...sounds evil i know but it's really not. TTFN y'all!!